1 00:00:08,040 --> 00:00:18,090 foreign 2 00:00:18,100 --> 00:00:35,590 [Music] 3 00:00:40,369 --> 00:00:38,150 Air Forces has announced that applying 4 00:00:45,970 --> 00:00:40,379 disc has been found and is now in the 5 00:00:53,330 --> 00:00:49,729 I occasionally think how quickly hard 6 00:00:55,729 --> 00:00:53,340 difference is worldwide would vanish if 7 00:00:57,100 --> 00:00:55,739 we were facing an alien threat from 8 00:00:58,910 --> 00:00:57,110 outside this work 9 00:00:59,100 --> 00:00:58,920 [Music] 10 00:01:01,450 --> 00:00:59,110 [Applause] 11 00:01:04,430 --> 00:01:01,460 [Music] 12 00:01:07,250 --> 00:01:04,440 this is Fade to Black with your host 13 00:01:07,870 --> 00:01:07,260 Jimmy Church on the game changer Radio 14 00:01:12,289 --> 00:01:07,880 Network 15 00:01:19,429 --> 00:01:15,830 good evening Fade to Black 16 00:01:20,890 --> 00:01:19,439 how you doing how you doing all right 17 00:01:23,870 --> 00:01:20,900 today 18 00:01:25,270 --> 00:01:23,880 is the second day 19 00:01:28,490 --> 00:01:25,280 of 20 00:01:31,249 --> 00:01:28,500 2023 and this is Fade to Black I'm your 21 00:01:35,630 --> 00:01:31,259 host Jimmy church and a couple of things 22 00:01:38,390 --> 00:01:35,640 uh what we're doing tonight is uh 23 00:01:41,390 --> 00:01:38,400 uh I I just got back from Florida did a 24 00:01:43,550 --> 00:01:41,400 little secret mission and and and went 25 00:01:47,330 --> 00:01:43,560 out and and hung out with Billy Carson 26 00:01:49,069 --> 00:01:47,340 and Elizabeth hoxtra and their uh New 27 00:01:52,490 --> 00:01:49,079 Year's Eve party and it was great it was 28 00:01:54,170 --> 00:01:52,500 amazing and uh this week you know it was 29 00:01:55,969 --> 00:01:54,180 all set up and everything 30 00:01:59,210 --> 00:01:55,979 and then a couple of things happen over 31 00:02:01,969 --> 00:01:59,220 the weekend which uh and I didn't have 32 00:02:03,830 --> 00:02:01,979 any way to deal with it it was it was 33 00:02:07,069 --> 00:02:03,840 travel 34 00:02:09,290 --> 00:02:07,079 um right now there are uh it's been if 35 00:02:12,229 --> 00:02:09,300 you've been following the news here in 36 00:02:14,210 --> 00:02:12,239 in California we've got floods going on 37 00:02:16,910 --> 00:02:14,220 all over the place right now it's been 38 00:02:19,670 --> 00:02:16,920 raining all day here uh it's Thunder 39 00:02:23,210 --> 00:02:19,680 it's not thunderstorm it's but raindrops 40 00:02:25,809 --> 00:02:23,220 this big going on right now and my 41 00:02:29,869 --> 00:02:25,819 internet today was spotty all day long 42 00:02:32,570 --> 00:02:29,879 and I jumped in really quick uh today 43 00:02:35,930 --> 00:02:32,580 when I got some internet and and did the 44 00:02:38,150 --> 00:02:35,940 breaking news and so I was dealing with 45 00:02:41,509 --> 00:02:38,160 that uh today 46 00:02:43,790 --> 00:02:41,519 and uh and then uh my guess for the the 47 00:02:46,670 --> 00:02:43,800 week and they're dealing with stuff and 48 00:02:48,650 --> 00:02:46,680 I had to shuffle everything around and I 49 00:02:51,170 --> 00:02:48,660 was like no there's no way I'm not doing 50 00:02:53,449 --> 00:02:51,180 a show tonight uh the show's gonna 51 00:02:55,490 --> 00:02:53,459 happen so we we 52 00:02:57,350 --> 00:02:55,500 didn't post anything because I'm 53 00:02:59,350 --> 00:02:57,360 Shuffling stuff 54 00:03:02,150 --> 00:02:59,360 um I had to move tonight's guest around 55 00:03:05,170 --> 00:03:02,160 so I'm dealing with all of that and I 56 00:03:08,570 --> 00:03:05,180 thought no no I've got too much to say 57 00:03:11,330 --> 00:03:08,580 this no no no no no so that's what we're 58 00:03:13,070 --> 00:03:11,340 doing tonight uh and I've called the 59 00:03:15,830 --> 00:03:13,080 show my brain because I've got a lot of 60 00:03:18,350 --> 00:03:15,840 things that I've needed to discuss that 61 00:03:20,690 --> 00:03:18,360 I haven't been able to get to uh over 62 00:03:22,250 --> 00:03:20,700 the last couple of months and certainly 63 00:03:24,229 --> 00:03:22,260 the last couple of weeks so we're going 64 00:03:26,390 --> 00:03:24,239 to do all of that tonight welcome 65 00:03:29,509 --> 00:03:26,400 everybody again Happy New Year I hope 66 00:03:32,089 --> 00:03:29,519 that everybody had a great uh safe and 67 00:03:34,910 --> 00:03:32,099 fun and amazing uh New Year's Eve and 68 00:03:37,250 --> 00:03:34,920 New Year's uh over the weekend 69 00:03:41,770 --> 00:03:37,260 um I did fly out to Billy's house 70 00:03:44,690 --> 00:03:41,780 and I did a live uh podcast with them on 71 00:03:46,430 --> 00:03:44,700 uh when was that was that 72 00:03:53,690 --> 00:03:46,440 Friday 73 00:03:57,050 --> 00:03:53,700 Year's was Saturday it's it's all a blur 74 00:03:59,690 --> 00:03:57,060 because man I winged in 75 00:04:01,630 --> 00:03:59,700 um and uh and then turned around and got 76 00:04:04,850 --> 00:04:01,640 out right after the party it was amazing 77 00:04:08,390 --> 00:04:04,860 and uh a couple of things about the 78 00:04:11,750 --> 00:04:08,400 party the party was fun but I'll tell 79 00:04:12,710 --> 00:04:11,760 you I got to meet Lisa Leslie she was 80 00:04:14,570 --> 00:04:12,720 there 81 00:04:15,550 --> 00:04:14,580 um the WNBA player one of the great 82 00:04:18,650 --> 00:04:15,560 players 83 00:04:20,870 --> 00:04:18,660 of a professional basketball of all time 84 00:04:23,210 --> 00:04:20,880 and man tall woman too 85 00:04:24,050 --> 00:04:23,220 but I got to sit down and chat with her 86 00:04:28,850 --> 00:04:24,060 for 87 00:04:32,330 --> 00:04:28,860 that she's ever gonna come on Fade to 88 00:04:34,730 --> 00:04:32,340 Black it's not her thing but uh it was 89 00:04:38,150 --> 00:04:34,740 fun to just sit and talk to her about 90 00:04:40,010 --> 00:04:38,160 about about things and the world it was 91 00:04:42,230 --> 00:04:40,020 uh really really really cool didn't 92 00:04:44,210 --> 00:04:42,240 expect it uh either 93 00:04:45,950 --> 00:04:44,220 um it was really funny I was outside uh 94 00:04:50,330 --> 00:04:45,960 when she was walking in 95 00:04:54,490 --> 00:04:50,340 I thought I know her man she's tall 96 00:04:56,230 --> 00:04:54,500 and uh and then I you know my loud 97 00:04:59,749 --> 00:04:56,240 obnoxious 98 00:05:02,749 --> 00:04:59,759 personality right and I was like 99 00:05:04,730 --> 00:05:02,759 the food's to the left 100 00:05:07,070 --> 00:05:04,740 the bars to the right just going the 101 00:05:11,570 --> 00:05:07,080 door's unlocked and and she just kind of 102 00:05:13,249 --> 00:05:11,580 went man who is this guy but uh we 103 00:05:14,930 --> 00:05:13,259 worked all that out 104 00:05:19,730 --> 00:05:14,940 and uh so it was pretty cool it was a 105 00:05:21,890 --> 00:05:19,740 great party and uh uh my friends uh my 106 00:05:24,890 --> 00:05:21,900 neighbors uh from Palmdale uh flew out 107 00:05:27,050 --> 00:05:24,900 too as well Romeo and Amy 108 00:05:29,029 --> 00:05:27,060 and uh that was a that was a pretty cool 109 00:05:31,790 --> 00:05:29,039 surprise but anyway great great night 110 00:05:34,010 --> 00:05:31,800 out at Billy's but then coming back I 111 00:05:36,070 --> 00:05:34,020 had to deal with uh everything that was 112 00:05:39,590 --> 00:05:36,080 going on uh with the Airlines 113 00:05:42,950 --> 00:05:39,600 and and that was uh just traumatic and I 114 00:05:45,110 --> 00:05:42,960 am being very kind about all of that and 115 00:05:49,550 --> 00:05:45,120 then which which pushed everything back 116 00:05:52,790 --> 00:05:49,560 and then leading into today and uh 117 00:05:55,730 --> 00:05:52,800 right now I wish you could hear it 118 00:05:59,330 --> 00:05:55,740 the wind it's freezing it's just free 119 00:06:04,610 --> 00:05:59,340 I haven't thought out all day so but The 120 00:06:11,210 --> 00:06:08,930 and where am I at in in 2023 I'm going 121 00:06:13,310 --> 00:06:11,220 to start with um a couple of things 122 00:06:17,230 --> 00:06:13,320 first off 123 00:06:21,290 --> 00:06:17,240 I've started writing my first book 124 00:06:24,110 --> 00:06:21,300 and uh and I say first I don't know if 125 00:06:27,850 --> 00:06:24,120 there'll ever be a second but this is my 126 00:06:30,529 --> 00:06:27,860 first book so I've started writing it 127 00:06:32,210 --> 00:06:30,539 and uh and I'm going to talk to you a 128 00:06:37,730 --> 00:06:32,220 little bit about it 129 00:06:40,909 --> 00:06:37,740 um in that I've I've had an idea 130 00:06:43,550 --> 00:06:40,919 for a book uh for a while now and I've 131 00:06:45,950 --> 00:06:43,560 been you know working on it in my head 132 00:06:48,890 --> 00:06:45,960 but I couldn't 133 00:06:50,330 --> 00:06:48,900 uh I just couldn't figure out a way to 134 00:06:53,990 --> 00:06:50,340 start it 135 00:06:58,790 --> 00:06:54,000 I I had that dilemma but I had it but I 136 00:07:00,950 --> 00:06:58,800 had an act one solid and the ideas had a 137 00:07:04,730 --> 00:07:00,960 solid act two 138 00:07:08,510 --> 00:07:04,740 but I didn't have an act three 139 00:07:10,550 --> 00:07:08,520 I I just didn't and and I didn't want to 140 00:07:12,469 --> 00:07:10,560 write two-thirds of a book that's not 141 00:07:15,350 --> 00:07:12,479 and and that's one of the reasons why I 142 00:07:18,650 --> 00:07:15,360 was delaying it and getting started Plus 143 00:07:21,770 --> 00:07:18,660 didn't know how to get into it 144 00:07:23,089 --> 00:07:21,780 well uh last week and it was a Friday 145 00:07:24,830 --> 00:07:23,099 night 146 00:07:28,249 --> 00:07:24,840 and 147 00:07:31,490 --> 00:07:28,259 I wake up in the middle of the night 148 00:07:39,110 --> 00:07:34,909 I got it I got it I got the intro 149 00:07:40,070 --> 00:07:39,120 and I got the act three and I I laid 150 00:07:43,730 --> 00:07:40,080 there 151 00:07:45,770 --> 00:07:43,740 thinking through this going yes 152 00:07:48,290 --> 00:07:45,780 this is it so I did something that I've 153 00:07:49,730 --> 00:07:48,300 never done before I I jumped up I 154 00:07:53,210 --> 00:07:49,740 grabbed a pen 155 00:07:56,570 --> 00:07:53,220 and I wrote everything down and very 156 00:08:01,550 --> 00:07:56,580 basically but just so I wouldn't forget 157 00:08:03,550 --> 00:08:01,560 and and then uh uh no that wasn't Friday 158 00:08:08,330 --> 00:08:03,560 that was Thursday night 159 00:08:11,029 --> 00:08:08,340 uh Friday I was uh Airline bound 160 00:08:13,249 --> 00:08:11,039 so anyway but I got everything written 161 00:08:15,650 --> 00:08:13,259 out and I went whoa so I woke up in the 162 00:08:16,670 --> 00:08:15,660 morning and I looked at it and I went 163 00:08:22,369 --> 00:08:16,680 yes 164 00:08:25,070 --> 00:08:22,379 and I thought about it uh all weekend 165 00:08:29,510 --> 00:08:25,080 doing a lot of traveling and stuff and 166 00:08:32,029 --> 00:08:29,520 and working through it and I I got an 167 00:08:34,510 --> 00:08:32,039 outline done I've started writing 168 00:08:37,070 --> 00:08:34,520 and it's uh 169 00:08:39,709 --> 00:08:37,080 it's basically I don't want to give away 170 00:08:43,130 --> 00:08:39,719 the book but there's going to be some 171 00:08:45,889 --> 00:08:43,140 personal stuff in there about me yeah 172 00:08:47,750 --> 00:08:45,899 okay but uh and it may not be what you 173 00:08:52,009 --> 00:08:47,760 think there's going to be that part 174 00:08:56,470 --> 00:08:52,019 but this is going to be the marriage 175 00:09:02,030 --> 00:08:56,480 of the stuff that I've learned between 176 00:09:05,090 --> 00:09:02,040 uh our community and science 177 00:09:07,910 --> 00:09:05,100 and how my own personal experiences have 178 00:09:12,170 --> 00:09:07,920 tied all of these together that's going 179 00:09:15,110 --> 00:09:12,180 to be the setup in in act one act two 180 00:09:16,130 --> 00:09:15,120 is going to be where humanity is right 181 00:09:18,290 --> 00:09:16,140 now 182 00:09:20,810 --> 00:09:18,300 and that's going to be act two I've got 183 00:09:24,769 --> 00:09:20,820 all I've got everything laid out and 184 00:09:26,990 --> 00:09:24,779 then act three is going to be 185 00:09:29,449 --> 00:09:27,000 how 186 00:09:30,889 --> 00:09:29,459 um our community 187 00:09:33,290 --> 00:09:30,899 is 188 00:09:35,210 --> 00:09:33,300 the future 189 00:09:38,630 --> 00:09:35,220 okay and again it's not going to be what 190 00:09:42,410 --> 00:09:38,640 you think but but it's going to be the 191 00:09:44,930 --> 00:09:42,420 few how how the world 192 00:09:48,970 --> 00:09:44,940 you know right now we're we're the The 193 00:09:52,250 --> 00:09:48,980 Outsiders right we're The Outsiders 194 00:09:55,009 --> 00:09:52,260 but no no we're going to inherit this 195 00:09:56,150 --> 00:09:55,019 thing and we're going to be the winners 196 00:09:59,230 --> 00:09:56,160 in the long run 197 00:10:02,269 --> 00:09:59,240 and and how I've thought through this 198 00:10:04,670 --> 00:10:02,279 and and the act three it just all came 199 00:10:07,850 --> 00:10:04,680 together boom I got it I got it it's 200 00:10:11,389 --> 00:10:07,860 it's laid out so that's going to be a 201 00:10:15,530 --> 00:10:11,399 major project for me uh to get this done 202 00:10:18,410 --> 00:10:15,540 uh and finished in 2023 and I hope to 203 00:10:19,790 --> 00:10:18,420 have uh the book published in the second 204 00:10:22,970 --> 00:10:19,800 half of the year 205 00:10:26,810 --> 00:10:22,980 this is a really big deal and I think I 206 00:10:29,030 --> 00:10:26,820 think um it's going to be interesting to 207 00:10:31,550 --> 00:10:29,040 me it's going to be an interesting book 208 00:10:34,490 --> 00:10:31,560 to me but I want to get the thoughts 209 00:10:37,910 --> 00:10:34,500 down I want to get out and hopefully 210 00:10:40,130 --> 00:10:37,920 everybody else will connect with it and 211 00:10:42,050 --> 00:10:40,140 and that's my goal okay and I just want 212 00:10:43,070 --> 00:10:42,060 to preserve the thoughts and you never 213 00:10:46,250 --> 00:10:43,080 know 214 00:10:49,850 --> 00:10:46,260 uh what the future is but maybe 215 00:10:52,430 --> 00:10:49,860 maybe somebody a few years from now you 216 00:10:54,650 --> 00:10:52,440 know after I'm long gone uh we'll go 217 00:10:58,670 --> 00:10:54,660 back to that book and go wow this guy 218 00:11:01,310 --> 00:10:58,680 church back then you're spot on so we'll 219 00:11:03,889 --> 00:11:01,320 see okay so that's that's the first 220 00:11:06,829 --> 00:11:03,899 thing that I wanted uh to talk to you 221 00:11:10,130 --> 00:11:06,839 about uh tonight so there you go 222 00:11:15,710 --> 00:11:10,140 ah man it's gonna be a lot of work well 223 00:11:21,769 --> 00:11:18,610 hot chocolate and coffee 224 00:11:23,449 --> 00:11:21,779 one of the things that I have great 225 00:11:25,190 --> 00:11:23,459 respect for 226 00:11:27,530 --> 00:11:25,200 are authors 227 00:11:29,150 --> 00:11:27,540 anybody that has the discipline doesn't 228 00:11:31,490 --> 00:11:29,160 matter what the book is about I don't 229 00:11:34,430 --> 00:11:31,500 care if it's about if it's a children's 230 00:11:37,670 --> 00:11:34,440 book if it's a book about pets if it's a 231 00:11:38,870 --> 00:11:37,680 book about science an autobiography it 232 00:11:42,350 --> 00:11:38,880 doesn't matter 233 00:11:44,810 --> 00:11:42,360 science fiction romance novel if if if 234 00:11:46,490 --> 00:11:44,820 you have the discipline I have so much 235 00:11:49,130 --> 00:11:46,500 respect for this if you have the 236 00:11:50,090 --> 00:11:49,140 discipline to write a book and get it 237 00:11:53,630 --> 00:11:50,100 done 238 00:11:56,930 --> 00:11:53,640 man you've got all my respect and it's 239 00:12:00,290 --> 00:11:56,940 it's one of my big fears that that I 240 00:12:03,410 --> 00:12:00,300 can't write a book so I'm going to do it 241 00:12:06,050 --> 00:12:03,420 all right all right and now 242 00:12:07,910 --> 00:12:06,060 um I just have to say that it's just you 243 00:12:11,389 --> 00:12:07,920 know face your fears 244 00:12:13,250 --> 00:12:11,399 face your fears I was with um 245 00:12:15,590 --> 00:12:13,260 Billy and Elizabeth over the weekend 246 00:12:18,470 --> 00:12:15,600 that was a that was a big subject for us 247 00:12:21,290 --> 00:12:18,480 facing your fears this weekend uh both 248 00:12:25,370 --> 00:12:21,300 privately and we discussed it 249 00:12:28,730 --> 00:12:25,380 um on Elizabeth's uh podcast on Friday 250 00:12:32,269 --> 00:12:28,740 um it it life is about facing your fears 251 00:12:33,650 --> 00:12:32,279 and if you don't 252 00:12:36,350 --> 00:12:33,660 right 253 00:12:38,690 --> 00:12:36,360 you don't want to be that way you want 254 00:12:40,069 --> 00:12:38,700 to you want to face your fears and I've 255 00:12:47,269 --> 00:12:40,079 never had 256 00:12:49,190 --> 00:12:47,279 um physical things and and that included 257 00:12:52,310 --> 00:12:49,200 you know you know the thoughts of 258 00:12:55,250 --> 00:12:52,320 claustrophobia which which have come 259 00:12:57,949 --> 00:12:55,260 uh full circle as an adult I didn't 260 00:12:59,150 --> 00:12:57,959 really I didn't even D I knew the word 261 00:13:01,490 --> 00:12:59,160 but 262 00:13:06,530 --> 00:13:01,500 I I didn't have any issues with it 263 00:13:10,250 --> 00:13:06,540 growing up and and it the ideas about it 264 00:13:12,230 --> 00:13:10,260 started to creep in in my early 20s it 265 00:13:14,930 --> 00:13:12,240 wasn't that big of a deal but I could 266 00:13:16,790 --> 00:13:14,940 feel it I could feel it and it's gotten 267 00:13:18,769 --> 00:13:16,800 to the point now 268 00:13:23,269 --> 00:13:18,779 where and I've never really had panic 269 00:13:26,410 --> 00:13:23,279 attacks or or things like that 270 00:13:30,949 --> 00:13:26,420 um and I remember 271 00:13:34,430 --> 00:13:30,959 uh I was sitting on an airplane about 25 272 00:13:36,290 --> 00:13:34,440 years ago and I used to love still do 273 00:13:37,730 --> 00:13:36,300 the window seat 274 00:13:39,470 --> 00:13:37,740 right 275 00:13:42,769 --> 00:13:39,480 in one day 276 00:13:46,069 --> 00:13:42,779 uh this was in the in the 90s and I'm 277 00:13:49,310 --> 00:13:46,079 doing all this flying and I and I went 278 00:13:51,889 --> 00:13:49,320 and I sat down window seat 279 00:13:53,569 --> 00:13:51,899 and all of a sudden 280 00:13:56,449 --> 00:13:53,579 I freaked 281 00:13:59,449 --> 00:13:56,459 and maybe it was maybe the plane was 282 00:14:02,810 --> 00:13:59,459 warm or there was this it was I did but 283 00:14:04,870 --> 00:14:02,820 something clicked like and I was like 284 00:14:08,389 --> 00:14:04,880 man I gotta go 285 00:14:11,389 --> 00:14:08,399 I gotta get out of here and which I 286 00:14:13,550 --> 00:14:11,399 didn't I I rode through it and and 287 00:14:15,949 --> 00:14:13,560 somehow went to sleep and got it out of 288 00:14:17,210 --> 00:14:15,959 my mind after that I stopped booking 289 00:14:20,569 --> 00:14:17,220 window seats 290 00:14:23,690 --> 00:14:20,579 I had to sit in the aisle 291 00:14:25,310 --> 00:14:23,700 man my lights just blinked on and off I 292 00:14:27,290 --> 00:14:25,320 don't know if you saw that 293 00:14:29,690 --> 00:14:27,300 or they did out there I don't know if 294 00:14:33,050 --> 00:14:29,700 they did in here but they did yeah we've 295 00:14:35,930 --> 00:14:33,060 got thunderstorms and and hopefully 296 00:14:38,210 --> 00:14:35,940 and not Thunder rainstorms uh going on 297 00:14:41,990 --> 00:14:38,220 uh hopefully the internet's gonna stay 298 00:14:45,410 --> 00:14:42,000 uh but anyway after that it was it was 299 00:14:47,750 --> 00:14:45,420 uh aisle seats I'm back to window seats 300 00:14:49,370 --> 00:14:47,760 and I can deal with it but it was just a 301 00:14:52,670 --> 00:14:49,380 weird because I've never had loved 302 00:14:54,829 --> 00:14:52,680 flying and uh but it's about facing your 303 00:14:58,189 --> 00:14:54,839 fears and if if that's what what are you 304 00:15:00,170 --> 00:14:58,199 gonna do walk to cities are you gonna 305 00:15:02,990 --> 00:15:00,180 drive cross country every time you need 306 00:15:05,269 --> 00:15:03,000 no you've you've got to you've got to 307 00:15:07,610 --> 00:15:05,279 deal with it you know that's that's what 308 00:15:11,030 --> 00:15:07,620 I'm saying here if you just always face 309 00:15:14,329 --> 00:15:11,040 your fears and uh Elizabeth and I 310 00:15:15,590 --> 00:15:14,339 talking about uh and Billy uh that that 311 00:15:18,829 --> 00:15:15,600 dissent 312 00:15:21,310 --> 00:15:18,839 uh down the bent pyramid through that 313 00:15:26,329 --> 00:15:21,320 tiny little tunnel 314 00:15:30,650 --> 00:15:28,189 but I did it 315 00:15:32,449 --> 00:15:30,660 you know no matter what no matter what I 316 00:15:34,069 --> 00:15:32,459 say about it now 317 00:15:36,050 --> 00:15:34,079 I did it 318 00:15:38,509 --> 00:15:36,060 you know face your fears what am I going 319 00:15:40,370 --> 00:15:38,519 to do what's the alternative there let 320 00:15:43,009 --> 00:15:40,380 everybody else go and check it out I'm 321 00:15:44,689 --> 00:15:43,019 gonna stay out no and I joked about it 322 00:15:47,210 --> 00:15:44,699 I'll face time while you're in there 323 00:15:49,370 --> 00:15:47,220 I'll FaceTime with you no no you go and 324 00:15:53,509 --> 00:15:49,380 you just deal with it go 325 00:15:55,250 --> 00:15:53,519 all right and so I am facing the fear of 326 00:15:57,230 --> 00:15:55,260 uh writing a book I'm going to get that 327 00:15:58,790 --> 00:15:57,240 done next thing I wanted to talk about 328 00:16:00,670 --> 00:15:58,800 really quick 329 00:16:06,170 --> 00:16:00,680 is 330 00:16:10,150 --> 00:16:06,180 we got to the end of 2022 331 00:16:15,650 --> 00:16:10,160 with no UFO UAP report 332 00:16:17,509 --> 00:16:15,660 and no UAP UFO hearings you know we got 333 00:16:21,050 --> 00:16:17,519 one out of the way we we didn't get to 334 00:16:23,329 --> 00:16:21,060 hearing number two so I I didn't think 335 00:16:26,090 --> 00:16:23,339 it was going to end this way I thought 336 00:16:27,530 --> 00:16:26,100 to myself that that report's going to 337 00:16:29,509 --> 00:16:27,540 get published 338 00:16:31,850 --> 00:16:29,519 uh we're going to have another hearing 339 00:16:33,470 --> 00:16:31,860 we're going to have talk about it 340 00:16:37,069 --> 00:16:33,480 um on Capitol Hill 341 00:16:39,530 --> 00:16:37,079 and it was total silence total crickets 342 00:16:41,810 --> 00:16:39,540 I was uh I was very 343 00:16:45,470 --> 00:16:41,820 very surprised about that 344 00:16:48,650 --> 00:16:45,480 and I don't know 345 00:16:50,990 --> 00:16:48,660 um now anybody that wants to comment on 346 00:16:52,490 --> 00:16:51,000 the on the release of the report and 347 00:16:55,189 --> 00:16:52,500 where it's at in the status of it I 348 00:16:57,050 --> 00:16:55,199 think it's all speculation that's all it 349 00:16:58,790 --> 00:16:57,060 is it's just ideas and that's fine it's 350 00:17:01,910 --> 00:16:58,800 opinions 351 00:17:04,010 --> 00:17:01,920 um I just have this weird thing now that 352 00:17:08,030 --> 00:17:04,020 if it's been put off that far 353 00:17:11,150 --> 00:17:08,040 uh with no comments and no consideration 354 00:17:12,949 --> 00:17:11,160 about the requirement of the dating of 355 00:17:16,309 --> 00:17:12,959 that report which goes back to October 356 00:17:18,169 --> 00:17:16,319 31st of 2022 357 00:17:22,250 --> 00:17:18,179 um I don't know 358 00:17:23,510 --> 00:17:22,260 I don't know and I had uh I I made a 359 00:17:25,669 --> 00:17:23,520 comment I think it was on Whitley 360 00:17:28,610 --> 00:17:25,679 strieber's show 361 00:17:31,250 --> 00:17:28,620 maybe I did it maybe I mentioned it here 362 00:17:34,130 --> 00:17:31,260 on unfade to Black 363 00:17:36,470 --> 00:17:34,140 but I'm predicting June if I was gonna 364 00:17:37,370 --> 00:17:36,480 and the reason why and I know it sounds 365 00:17:39,770 --> 00:17:37,380 crazy 366 00:17:41,990 --> 00:17:39,780 but the reason why 367 00:17:43,490 --> 00:17:42,000 um I think that the pressure has got to 368 00:17:45,710 --> 00:17:43,500 get reapplied 369 00:17:47,510 --> 00:17:45,720 because right now if if we're not 370 00:17:49,190 --> 00:17:47,520 talking about it and the Press isn't 371 00:17:50,350 --> 00:17:49,200 talking about it and nobody's talking 372 00:17:52,190 --> 00:17:50,360 about it 373 00:17:53,950 --> 00:17:52,200 they're not going to release something 374 00:17:57,289 --> 00:17:53,960 that they don't have to 375 00:18:00,169 --> 00:17:57,299 they're just not going to do it 376 00:18:01,850 --> 00:18:00,179 um I think that uh that whole thing has 377 00:18:06,289 --> 00:18:01,860 got to get kick-started again something 378 00:18:07,850 --> 00:18:06,299 else has got to happen and and if we get 379 00:18:09,950 --> 00:18:07,860 it I think it's going to be around June 380 00:18:12,770 --> 00:18:09,960 I don't think it'll be in January now 381 00:18:14,870 --> 00:18:12,780 it could happen right 382 00:18:17,029 --> 00:18:14,880 wow you hear that Thunder 383 00:18:22,789 --> 00:18:17,039 it could happen 384 00:18:24,770 --> 00:18:22,799 and I and I will be happy if it comes 385 00:18:27,710 --> 00:18:24,780 out the second week of January comes out 386 00:18:29,930 --> 00:18:27,720 in January I would be totally surprised 387 00:18:32,330 --> 00:18:29,940 uh there's a lot of other drama that is 388 00:18:33,890 --> 00:18:32,340 going on right now in Washington DC and 389 00:18:36,950 --> 00:18:33,900 I just don't think that the UFO report 390 00:18:40,789 --> 00:18:36,960 or hearings run the front burner for for 391 00:18:43,450 --> 00:18:40,799 anybody uh as it stands right now so 392 00:18:45,770 --> 00:18:43,460 that's my prediction I'm thinking June 393 00:18:49,310 --> 00:18:45,780 and uh you know about halfway through 394 00:18:51,049 --> 00:18:49,320 the year and we shall see we shall see I 395 00:18:54,049 --> 00:18:51,059 understand all the wording in the new 396 00:18:56,450 --> 00:18:54,059 budget and how it and and the the 397 00:18:58,190 --> 00:18:56,460 wording from last year and and and the 398 00:19:00,650 --> 00:18:58,200 requiring the mandates I understand all 399 00:19:04,010 --> 00:19:00,660 of that but the first mandate was 400 00:19:05,990 --> 00:19:04,020 ignored completely so I don't know I 401 00:19:09,049 --> 00:19:06,000 don't know we could we may be surprised 402 00:19:11,590 --> 00:19:09,059 and and get something in January but but 403 00:19:13,850 --> 00:19:11,600 no I think uh the report itself will be 404 00:19:17,210 --> 00:19:13,860 halfway through the year let's go six 405 00:19:19,970 --> 00:19:17,220 months in maybe seven maybe July 406 00:19:22,610 --> 00:19:19,980 um UFO hearings that's a whole other 407 00:19:24,770 --> 00:19:22,620 matter and there is 408 00:19:27,950 --> 00:19:24,780 um we may not get any 409 00:19:30,470 --> 00:19:27,960 there is a lot of 410 00:19:33,110 --> 00:19:30,480 I'm just going to be very direct with 411 00:19:35,630 --> 00:19:33,120 everybody okay there is a lot of 412 00:19:38,409 --> 00:19:35,640 opinions and I speak to so many people 413 00:19:43,930 --> 00:19:38,419 uh specifically about this subject 414 00:19:47,810 --> 00:19:43,940 that uh The Whistleblower aspect of this 415 00:19:50,390 --> 00:19:47,820 uh being written into the budget and how 416 00:19:52,909 --> 00:19:50,400 that is to be applied that this is just 417 00:19:55,789 --> 00:19:52,919 going to open up the floodgates uh I I 418 00:19:58,430 --> 00:19:55,799 don't think 419 00:20:02,029 --> 00:19:58,440 um everybody really understands 420 00:20:05,330 --> 00:20:02,039 um uh what what that really means 421 00:20:08,870 --> 00:20:05,340 it is of my opinion and I was speaking 422 00:20:11,690 --> 00:20:08,880 to a commercial pilot this weekend 423 00:20:14,570 --> 00:20:11,700 um not during my flight but but after I 424 00:20:16,190 --> 00:20:14,580 landed uh had nothing to do with my my 425 00:20:19,730 --> 00:20:16,200 travel 426 00:20:23,090 --> 00:20:19,740 um about about the subject and here's 427 00:20:25,789 --> 00:20:23,100 here's here's where that whistleblower 428 00:20:29,029 --> 00:20:25,799 aspect of it and that word and the 429 00:20:32,270 --> 00:20:29,039 terminology uh applying to this 430 00:20:34,730 --> 00:20:32,280 is merely for in my opinion 431 00:20:37,630 --> 00:20:34,740 for Pilots 432 00:20:41,450 --> 00:20:37,640 and and Professionals in the military 433 00:20:43,610 --> 00:20:41,460 whatever your job is 434 00:20:46,909 --> 00:20:43,620 to report something if you see it 435 00:20:49,909 --> 00:20:46,919 without repercussions 436 00:20:52,730 --> 00:20:49,919 it is not tailored to I think there are 437 00:20:56,650 --> 00:20:52,740 people that are expecting 438 00:20:59,950 --> 00:20:56,660 uh the uh 439 00:21:02,810 --> 00:20:59,960 people from Area 51 to come forward 440 00:21:08,890 --> 00:21:02,820 people from Lockheed to come forward 441 00:21:13,010 --> 00:21:08,900 from Raytheon General Electric right uh 442 00:21:16,130 --> 00:21:13,020 the department of energy that these 443 00:21:20,390 --> 00:21:16,140 people are going to be coming forward no 444 00:21:22,610 --> 00:21:20,400 no no no that's that will never 445 00:21:25,310 --> 00:21:22,620 ever happen 446 00:21:29,029 --> 00:21:25,320 it's it's it's that simple that is not 447 00:21:31,610 --> 00:21:29,039 what that is there for and it is not 448 00:21:34,430 --> 00:21:31,620 there for those not only to come forward 449 00:21:36,230 --> 00:21:34,440 and to talk about it but to to come 450 00:21:39,710 --> 00:21:36,240 forward and sit 451 00:21:42,789 --> 00:21:39,720 in front of Congress and get grilled 452 00:21:52,010 --> 00:21:44,390 no 453 00:21:53,890 --> 00:21:52,020 whistleblowers from Lockheed that 454 00:21:57,470 --> 00:21:53,900 backwards engineering 455 00:22:01,190 --> 00:21:57,480 uh uh Alien craft 456 00:22:04,370 --> 00:22:01,200 no no that's that's not what the UFO 457 00:22:06,649 --> 00:22:04,380 hearings are are ever going to have uh 458 00:22:09,289 --> 00:22:06,659 at least not right now maybe in the in 459 00:22:13,070 --> 00:22:09,299 the in the deep deep future but but not 460 00:22:16,010 --> 00:22:13,080 now I think that that those hearings if 461 00:22:19,669 --> 00:22:16,020 if somebody comes forward that isn't 462 00:22:22,970 --> 00:22:19,679 part of the task force and arrow you 463 00:22:25,970 --> 00:22:22,980 know some some more Moultrie and Bray 464 00:22:28,010 --> 00:22:25,980 and and and that sort of thing 465 00:22:30,950 --> 00:22:28,020 if if we're going to have anybody sit 466 00:22:32,510 --> 00:22:30,960 down that isn't part of the 467 00:22:36,110 --> 00:22:32,520 investigation itself 468 00:22:38,510 --> 00:22:36,120 it's probably going to be a pilot or two 469 00:22:41,090 --> 00:22:38,520 and that's where the protection uh comes 470 00:22:43,070 --> 00:22:41,100 into play and and most of the pilots 471 00:22:44,750 --> 00:22:43,080 that would probably be coming forward 472 00:22:46,610 --> 00:22:44,760 are retired they're not in the military 473 00:22:48,890 --> 00:22:46,620 but they do have 474 00:22:50,570 --> 00:22:48,900 you know they have a military pension 475 00:22:52,970 --> 00:22:50,580 they've got a retirement that they're 476 00:22:54,590 --> 00:22:52,980 sitting on they don't want that uh to go 477 00:22:57,230 --> 00:22:54,600 anywhere to stop 478 00:23:01,250 --> 00:22:57,240 so that's that's where those protections 479 00:23:03,049 --> 00:23:01,260 come into but it's it's it's gonna be a 480 00:23:07,669 --> 00:23:03,059 strange thing if we have another UFO 481 00:23:10,370 --> 00:23:07,679 hearing I I don't expect one in 2023. 482 00:23:12,049 --> 00:23:10,380 I've thought about this a lot 483 00:23:14,510 --> 00:23:12,059 um some of the arguments and the debates 484 00:23:16,549 --> 00:23:14,520 that I've gotten into about this where 485 00:23:20,350 --> 00:23:16,559 and I get it I know where everybody's 486 00:23:22,430 --> 00:23:20,360 heart is on this that it's it's 487 00:23:24,470 --> 00:23:22,440 whistleblowers man we're gonna get we're 488 00:23:26,510 --> 00:23:24,480 good there the engineers and the 489 00:23:28,490 --> 00:23:26,520 scientists and the physicists and the 490 00:23:31,970 --> 00:23:28,500 researchers and they're all protected 491 00:23:34,909 --> 00:23:31,980 now and we're going to be able to look 492 00:23:38,390 --> 00:23:34,919 I understand what you want 493 00:23:40,730 --> 00:23:38,400 and that you may truly believe that that 494 00:23:42,770 --> 00:23:40,740 is the case 495 00:23:45,950 --> 00:23:42,780 it is not 496 00:23:48,590 --> 00:23:45,960 it's simply not if we have another UFO 497 00:23:51,409 --> 00:23:48,600 hearing it'll be a military pilot or two 498 00:23:54,409 --> 00:23:51,419 you know Dave Dave fraver Alex Dietrich 499 00:23:57,169 --> 00:23:54,419 you know maybe we could get some more of 500 00:23:59,630 --> 00:23:57,179 the Nimitz and Princeton crew uh up 501 00:24:02,690 --> 00:23:59,640 there but I I just I just don't I just 502 00:24:05,690 --> 00:24:02,700 don't see that to be the case 503 00:24:08,029 --> 00:24:05,700 um so there you go uh it's very strange 504 00:24:10,490 --> 00:24:08,039 that we rolled out of and then again 505 00:24:11,270 --> 00:24:10,500 maybe maybe it's not strange maybe this 506 00:24:19,430 --> 00:24:11,280 is 507 00:24:22,549 --> 00:24:19,440 um you know to get out of 2022 and 508 00:24:24,710 --> 00:24:22,559 and have the military the Department of 509 00:24:26,149 --> 00:24:24,720 Defense OD and I 510 00:24:28,130 --> 00:24:26,159 um and Congress 511 00:24:31,190 --> 00:24:28,140 uh to escape 512 00:24:34,250 --> 00:24:31,200 the responsibilities to the public that 513 00:24:38,649 --> 00:24:34,260 they mandated right and that this was 514 00:24:41,750 --> 00:24:38,659 supposed to happen so it it didn't and 515 00:24:44,570 --> 00:24:41,760 2022 ended with no report and no 516 00:24:48,409 --> 00:24:44,580 additional UFO hearings so that's where 517 00:24:56,090 --> 00:24:50,890 I'm going to be doing 518 00:24:57,350 --> 00:24:56,100 quite a few more uh one-off special 519 00:25:01,789 --> 00:24:57,360 shows 520 00:25:04,490 --> 00:25:01,799 uh I've got uh two or three uh outlines 521 00:25:07,789 --> 00:25:04,500 already done it's a lot of work to do 522 00:25:10,010 --> 00:25:07,799 those one-off shows but uh I I've got 523 00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:10,020 those ready to go 524 00:25:13,010 --> 00:25:11,520 um there's no reason to say it's going 525 00:25:14,630 --> 00:25:13,020 to be this subject and it's going to be 526 00:25:17,930 --> 00:25:14,640 the subject but I've got them ready to 527 00:25:21,110 --> 00:25:17,940 go and I want to do more of those and 528 00:25:22,850 --> 00:25:21,120 the reason for that is a I want to share 529 00:25:24,830 --> 00:25:22,860 my knowledge uh that's the first thing 530 00:25:26,750 --> 00:25:24,840 the second with the new format of the 531 00:25:29,390 --> 00:25:26,760 show just like me talking to you right 532 00:25:32,409 --> 00:25:29,400 now it doesn't happen 533 00:25:35,570 --> 00:25:32,419 um anymore the show is an interview 534 00:25:37,909 --> 00:25:35,580 uh set up where we start the interview 535 00:25:40,970 --> 00:25:37,919 right away it's a two-hour conversation 536 00:25:43,789 --> 00:25:40,980 and then we're out so there isn't any of 537 00:25:46,610 --> 00:25:43,799 my thoughts going into the show I I just 538 00:25:48,049 --> 00:25:46,620 don't do any talking anymore but I've 539 00:25:52,250 --> 00:25:48,059 got a lot to say 540 00:25:54,649 --> 00:25:52,260 so I can do that with these one-off 541 00:25:59,450 --> 00:25:54,659 specials and I would like to do one or 542 00:26:03,049 --> 00:25:59,460 two a month and I've got uh three five 543 00:26:06,289 --> 00:26:03,059 I've got about six but I've got three uh 544 00:26:08,390 --> 00:26:06,299 outlines that are ready to go I'm gonna 545 00:26:10,549 --> 00:26:08,400 be doing a lot more of that and I will 546 00:26:13,970 --> 00:26:10,559 be able to 547 00:26:17,149 --> 00:26:13,980 um uh connect with everybody directly in 548 00:26:20,630 --> 00:26:17,159 in doing those types of shows 549 00:26:22,430 --> 00:26:20,640 um the uh the movie the top 10 movie 550 00:26:24,470 --> 00:26:22,440 thing that I did last week it was great 551 00:26:25,850 --> 00:26:24,480 it was a lot of fun and I had a few 552 00:26:29,149 --> 00:26:25,860 people come up to me over the weekend 553 00:26:31,610 --> 00:26:29,159 asking me about the TV series 554 00:26:34,970 --> 00:26:31,620 you know the top 10 TV series that I 555 00:26:37,450 --> 00:26:34,980 mentioned in that video and I had said 556 00:26:40,610 --> 00:26:37,460 I was repeating myself 557 00:26:43,130 --> 00:26:40,620 the amount of work 558 00:26:45,350 --> 00:26:43,140 um that goes into something like that it 559 00:26:47,990 --> 00:26:45,360 seems like it's all simple you're just 560 00:26:51,830 --> 00:26:48,000 turning on the camera go no no no no no 561 00:26:53,870 --> 00:26:51,840 no no it's a it's a lot of work and it's 562 00:26:56,390 --> 00:26:53,880 a lot of taping uh that's the other part 563 00:26:59,570 --> 00:26:56,400 it's a lot of writing 564 00:27:02,390 --> 00:26:59,580 um the the show itself 565 00:27:04,549 --> 00:27:02,400 the stuff that I'm speaking that's all 566 00:27:06,590 --> 00:27:04,559 improvised I'm not reading I don't want 567 00:27:07,970 --> 00:27:06,600 to a teleprompter I'm not going to read 568 00:27:09,830 --> 00:27:07,980 a script I'm not going to do anything 569 00:27:11,870 --> 00:27:09,840 because that's not natural and that's 570 00:27:14,870 --> 00:27:11,880 not who I am but I still have to write 571 00:27:18,230 --> 00:27:14,880 it I have to write it and and think 572 00:27:22,669 --> 00:27:18,240 through it and know my flow and and that 573 00:27:24,529 --> 00:27:22,679 is a tremendous amount of work and and 574 00:27:26,330 --> 00:27:24,539 then there's the graphics and then 575 00:27:29,149 --> 00:27:26,340 there's the editing and you have to deal 576 00:27:32,570 --> 00:27:29,159 with the audio and the video and titles 577 00:27:35,269 --> 00:27:32,580 and and insertions and and it's a whole 578 00:27:37,610 --> 00:27:35,279 lot of work for a 15 minute video it's 579 00:27:41,450 --> 00:27:37,620 like two days it's like 16 hours worth 580 00:27:44,269 --> 00:27:41,460 of work just to crank that stuff out but 581 00:27:46,789 --> 00:27:44,279 I want to do a top 10 series a TV series 582 00:27:48,590 --> 00:27:46,799 of 2022. 583 00:27:51,649 --> 00:27:48,600 um I spend a lot of time watching TV 584 00:27:54,049 --> 00:27:51,659 series I know what's good I know what 585 00:27:57,590 --> 00:27:54,059 sucks and I just want to help everybody 586 00:28:00,710 --> 00:27:57,600 out so I will get around uh to the top 587 00:28:03,470 --> 00:28:00,720 10 which I started a TV series 588 00:28:05,090 --> 00:28:03,480 um which I've started again it's just a 589 00:28:07,970 --> 00:28:05,100 lot of work and 590 00:28:10,730 --> 00:28:07,980 I have guitars that are falling back in 591 00:28:12,289 --> 00:28:10,740 repair I've got a couple of car models 592 00:28:14,269 --> 00:28:12,299 I'm in the middle of building I haven't 593 00:28:16,789 --> 00:28:14,279 finished those I've got repairs and 594 00:28:19,870 --> 00:28:16,799 stuff to do here on the house got things 595 00:28:24,110 --> 00:28:19,880 that I've neglected it 596 00:28:28,250 --> 00:28:24,120 yeah and I haven't even gotten to you 597 00:28:34,190 --> 00:28:28,260 know into the Vortex and 598 00:28:36,830 --> 00:28:34,200 uh the the layout of uh to 2023 599 00:28:40,909 --> 00:28:36,840 and moving forward 600 00:28:42,890 --> 00:28:40,919 um I the the deal is this into the 601 00:28:45,289 --> 00:28:42,900 Vortex which we're getting ready to 602 00:28:47,690 --> 00:28:45,299 start uh season two well we've started 603 00:28:50,029 --> 00:28:47,700 it but into the Vortex is another 604 00:28:53,570 --> 00:28:50,039 complex machine now I do have producers 605 00:28:55,250 --> 00:28:53,580 and assistants and and and and and every 606 00:28:56,810 --> 00:28:55,260 you know a huge team of people in 607 00:28:59,350 --> 00:28:56,820 marketing and everything that is behind 608 00:29:02,169 --> 00:28:59,360 that show so I'm not doing everything 609 00:29:06,409 --> 00:29:02,179 but I am booking the guest 610 00:29:10,430 --> 00:29:06,419 and I am laying things out and I am 611 00:29:12,490 --> 00:29:10,440 doing that I have and so with all of the 612 00:29:16,010 --> 00:29:12,500 prep that it takes to lay out a season 613 00:29:18,230 --> 00:29:16,020 uh which is going on now it takes up a 614 00:29:21,649 --> 00:29:18,240 huge amount of my time 615 00:29:24,590 --> 00:29:21,659 and then after that is laid out then we 616 00:29:27,230 --> 00:29:24,600 go into a shooting schedule and that 617 00:29:28,490 --> 00:29:27,240 shooting schedule is spread out over two 618 00:29:30,769 --> 00:29:28,500 months 619 00:29:33,230 --> 00:29:30,779 you know it's 16 episodes 620 00:29:35,149 --> 00:29:33,240 and it's so just think about that first 621 00:29:37,010 --> 00:29:35,159 how does that get done when you're doing 622 00:29:39,529 --> 00:29:37,020 Fade to Black and you're doing the news 623 00:29:42,830 --> 00:29:39,539 every day and you do where where does 624 00:29:45,169 --> 00:29:42,840 the time that's exactly my point it's uh 625 00:29:47,990 --> 00:29:45,179 it's a very very very very tough 626 00:29:49,610 --> 00:29:48,000 schedule so through all of this and 627 00:29:51,649 --> 00:29:49,620 everything else that I'm doing on the 628 00:29:53,870 --> 00:29:51,659 side and that includes conferences which 629 00:29:56,810 --> 00:29:53,880 I'll get to in just a bit but all of 630 00:29:58,490 --> 00:29:56,820 this stuff has to happen and the 631 00:30:00,169 --> 00:29:58,500 schedule needs to get worked out the 632 00:30:01,789 --> 00:30:00,179 guests have to get booked on Fade to 633 00:30:03,289 --> 00:30:01,799 Black and everything has to get dealt 634 00:30:05,210 --> 00:30:03,299 with here 635 00:30:08,210 --> 00:30:05,220 um I do have people that do my social 636 00:30:10,190 --> 00:30:08,220 media and I've got uh producers and and 637 00:30:11,930 --> 00:30:10,200 writers and and people that assist me 638 00:30:13,130 --> 00:30:11,940 with this show behind the scenes and of 639 00:30:15,529 --> 00:30:13,140 course 640 00:30:17,930 --> 00:30:15,539 um uh you know Drew handles uh the 641 00:30:20,090 --> 00:30:17,940 website and stuff uh but I've got 642 00:30:22,669 --> 00:30:20,100 somebody uh running YouTube and I've got 643 00:30:25,610 --> 00:30:22,679 somebody handling social media and and 644 00:30:27,769 --> 00:30:25,620 so forth but I it it's still the work 645 00:30:32,570 --> 00:30:27,779 that has to get done and into the Vortex 646 00:30:34,490 --> 00:30:32,580 now is injected into that in addition to 647 00:30:37,190 --> 00:30:34,500 the conferences 648 00:30:41,810 --> 00:30:37,200 um but I'm very excited about into the 649 00:30:44,690 --> 00:30:41,820 Vortex and how we have uh pushed this I 650 00:30:49,070 --> 00:30:44,700 went and looked into another Direction 651 00:30:52,070 --> 00:30:49,080 um and that goes for any uh talk show on 652 00:30:56,930 --> 00:30:52,080 any subject anywhere I don't care if 653 00:31:01,010 --> 00:30:56,940 it's something from uh CNN or fox or 654 00:31:04,730 --> 00:31:01,020 Gaia or History Channel anything that 655 00:31:06,470 --> 00:31:04,740 you can think of no nothing is is like 656 00:31:09,529 --> 00:31:06,480 into the Vortex 657 00:31:11,570 --> 00:31:09,539 and I want to make sure it's a it's a 658 00:31:14,810 --> 00:31:11,580 vehicle and an opportunity for me to 659 00:31:18,590 --> 00:31:14,820 bring the absolute biggest and brightest 660 00:31:22,549 --> 00:31:18,600 guest in and to be able to sit down and 661 00:31:26,810 --> 00:31:22,559 have a conversation and so lining up 662 00:31:29,269 --> 00:31:26,820 those guests is that's that's a big deal 663 00:31:32,630 --> 00:31:29,279 and that's a that's that is something 664 00:31:34,730 --> 00:31:32,640 that I can't express enough that because 665 00:31:37,730 --> 00:31:34,740 of the support of Gaia and the way that 666 00:31:40,190 --> 00:31:37,740 the show looks and and the success that 667 00:31:43,130 --> 00:31:40,200 it has had so far there's very high 668 00:31:45,350 --> 00:31:43,140 expectations for this and so going into 669 00:31:48,230 --> 00:31:45,360 season two we've got a top season one 670 00:31:50,810 --> 00:31:48,240 then we're gonna have a season three and 671 00:31:53,450 --> 00:31:50,820 that's got a top season two and all of 672 00:31:55,789 --> 00:31:53,460 that is happening with in between all of 673 00:31:58,669 --> 00:31:55,799 the other Madness that is happening with 674 00:32:00,889 --> 00:31:58,679 Fade to Black every single day but I'm 675 00:32:03,470 --> 00:32:00,899 very excited and I can promise you that 676 00:32:05,630 --> 00:32:03,480 that season two is is just going to be 677 00:32:07,070 --> 00:32:05,640 amazing one of the things that I want to 678 00:32:09,769 --> 00:32:07,080 focus on 679 00:32:13,210 --> 00:32:09,779 and I'm not going to uh ever let this go 680 00:32:15,889 --> 00:32:13,220 is I want to bring in 681 00:32:16,789 --> 00:32:15,899 uh more people from outside of our 682 00:32:23,389 --> 00:32:16,799 community 683 00:32:25,430 --> 00:32:23,399 um and and I'm talking about actors 684 00:32:29,590 --> 00:32:25,440 uh musicians 685 00:32:32,750 --> 00:32:29,600 artists uh painters a cook a chef 686 00:32:36,529 --> 00:32:32,760 celebrity chef you know things like and 687 00:32:38,690 --> 00:32:36,539 and sit down maybe a politician or two 688 00:32:41,930 --> 00:32:38,700 and sit down and have a conversation 689 00:32:44,570 --> 00:32:41,940 about uh uh conspiracy theory the 690 00:32:47,510 --> 00:32:44,580 Paranormal and and contact and lost 691 00:32:49,250 --> 00:32:47,520 history and and Consciousness and see 692 00:32:51,710 --> 00:32:49,260 where their head is at with all of this 693 00:32:55,610 --> 00:32:51,720 because I think everybody thinks about 694 00:32:57,049 --> 00:32:55,620 it but our community we always hear from 695 00:32:59,870 --> 00:32:57,059 people that we know 696 00:33:02,990 --> 00:32:59,880 let's bring in somebody else so let's 697 00:33:07,070 --> 00:33:03,000 bring in a sports figure let's bring in 698 00:33:10,430 --> 00:33:07,080 a a musician a mayor of a city you know 699 00:33:12,769 --> 00:33:10,440 bring them in sit them down and and talk 700 00:33:15,350 --> 00:33:12,779 and that's what into the Vortex is is 701 00:33:17,149 --> 00:33:15,360 about and it's it's taking things to the 702 00:33:21,110 --> 00:33:17,159 next level and that's what we're going 703 00:33:22,669 --> 00:33:21,120 to be doing in um season two 704 00:33:23,570 --> 00:33:22,679 um another thing that I want to mention 705 00:33:26,210 --> 00:33:23,580 there's 706 00:33:28,250 --> 00:33:26,220 some chatter going around 707 00:33:31,250 --> 00:33:28,260 and I think the announcement is going to 708 00:33:32,810 --> 00:33:31,260 come this week or next week 709 00:33:36,289 --> 00:33:32,820 um and I don't want to let the cat out 710 00:33:41,269 --> 00:33:36,299 of the bag or anything but there is 711 00:33:48,110 --> 00:33:43,430 I don't want to say too much here but 712 00:33:50,330 --> 00:33:48,120 let's say that one of the networks 713 00:33:53,570 --> 00:33:50,340 one of the big ones 714 00:33:56,350 --> 00:33:53,580 it's got a UFO documentary series that's 715 00:33:59,990 --> 00:33:56,360 getting ready to be announced 716 00:34:02,029 --> 00:34:00,000 and those that are involved with it will 717 00:34:06,769 --> 00:34:02,039 be appearing on Fade to Black 718 00:34:07,970 --> 00:34:06,779 next week and this is going to be a very 719 00:34:11,690 --> 00:34:07,980 big deal 720 00:34:16,550 --> 00:34:11,700 and so that's that's happening 721 00:34:19,790 --> 00:34:16,560 will this uh motivate Congress uh to 722 00:34:21,230 --> 00:34:19,800 push for the the UFO UAP report I'm 723 00:34:25,010 --> 00:34:21,240 hoping so I'm hoping that it's going to 724 00:34:28,010 --> 00:34:25,020 be part of the Catalyst to to uh get 725 00:34:29,230 --> 00:34:28,020 this thing vibrating again uh but that 726 00:34:32,570 --> 00:34:29,240 that's getting 727 00:34:36,649 --> 00:34:32,580 this is going to be a big one and I know 728 00:34:38,690 --> 00:34:36,659 the people that are involved and it's uh 729 00:34:43,070 --> 00:34:38,700 pretty exciting 730 00:34:49,010 --> 00:34:45,730 to have it again discussed at this level 731 00:34:50,810 --> 00:34:49,020 Remember When 732 00:34:52,310 --> 00:34:50,820 um we've gone through a bunch of 733 00:34:56,930 --> 00:34:52,320 different phases 734 00:35:01,550 --> 00:34:56,940 and last year you remember when CNN 735 00:35:04,490 --> 00:35:01,560 did their special right uh not CNN I'm 736 00:35:08,510 --> 00:35:04,500 sorry 60 minutes and 60 Minutes did that 737 00:35:10,750 --> 00:35:08,520 that that UFO special UAP UFOs that was 738 00:35:14,030 --> 00:35:10,760 a very big deal mainstream yeah 739 00:35:15,710 --> 00:35:14,040 Showtime did their series 740 00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:15,720 um it doesn't matter if you liked it or 741 00:35:21,290 --> 00:35:18,960 not but though but they still uh went 742 00:35:24,349 --> 00:35:21,300 out to the masses outside of our 743 00:35:26,870 --> 00:35:24,359 community very big deal and I think this 744 00:35:29,210 --> 00:35:26,880 is about to happen again it's I think 745 00:35:30,829 --> 00:35:29,220 it's going to be that significant I 746 00:35:32,510 --> 00:35:30,839 can't say any more than that it's not up 747 00:35:36,770 --> 00:35:32,520 to me to make the announcement I'm not 748 00:35:39,410 --> 00:35:36,780 going to uh breach the trust of uh the 749 00:35:41,510 --> 00:35:39,420 people that are involved but I think 750 00:35:43,430 --> 00:35:41,520 you're gonna you're gonna freak out when 751 00:35:46,930 --> 00:35:43,440 you when you hear the announcement uh 752 00:35:51,589 --> 00:35:46,940 over the next seven days or so 753 00:35:57,290 --> 00:35:51,599 uh and and so here's here's my comment 754 00:36:04,310 --> 00:36:00,069 if we go back 755 00:36:07,250 --> 00:36:04,320 to December of 2017. 756 00:36:11,210 --> 00:36:07,260 and the announcement 757 00:36:13,849 --> 00:36:11,220 uh from The New York Times and Politico 758 00:36:17,329 --> 00:36:13,859 uh about the secret 759 00:36:20,630 --> 00:36:17,339 Pentagon UFO program 760 00:36:24,050 --> 00:36:20,640 um and their interest in UFOs how that 761 00:36:26,270 --> 00:36:24,060 how how much of a game changer that was 762 00:36:33,410 --> 00:36:26,280 we 763 00:36:36,589 --> 00:36:33,420 really close look at the evidence uh the 764 00:36:40,130 --> 00:36:36,599 people that were involved uh that and 765 00:36:42,589 --> 00:36:40,140 and are still involved uh what the what 766 00:36:46,010 --> 00:36:42,599 the cases actually were we've analyzed 767 00:36:50,510 --> 00:36:46,020 uh the video uh so much 768 00:36:52,609 --> 00:36:50,520 and going back and it it wasn't just you 769 00:36:55,250 --> 00:36:52,619 know the pentagon's UFO program and at 770 00:36:58,069 --> 00:36:55,260 the time it was atip and and then you 771 00:37:01,210 --> 00:36:58,079 know was it Aerospace or was it aerial 772 00:37:04,609 --> 00:37:01,220 it was this you know what what what what 773 00:37:07,310 --> 00:37:04,619 was the 774 00:37:11,150 --> 00:37:07,320 what were what were the words 775 00:37:14,210 --> 00:37:11,160 um in atip but it forced us and this is 776 00:37:15,650 --> 00:37:14,220 what the UFO Community does so well we 777 00:37:20,650 --> 00:37:15,660 research 778 00:37:23,410 --> 00:37:20,660 the UFO Community is full of amazingly 779 00:37:25,849 --> 00:37:23,420 smart good 780 00:37:29,870 --> 00:37:25,859 dedicated people 781 00:37:31,670 --> 00:37:29,880 and if you throw something out there it 782 00:37:32,870 --> 00:37:31,680 doesn't matter what it what it is what 783 00:37:35,569 --> 00:37:32,880 it is about there's going to be somebody 784 00:37:37,670 --> 00:37:35,579 out there that's a specialist in that 785 00:37:41,089 --> 00:37:37,680 and they are going to be able to look at 786 00:37:46,670 --> 00:37:41,099 it and and get back to you cannot say uh 787 00:37:49,670 --> 00:37:46,680 a name a part a company a year a date a 788 00:37:53,510 --> 00:37:49,680 location you can't without having 789 00:37:55,790 --> 00:37:53,520 somebody out there go yeah not only uh 790 00:37:58,130 --> 00:37:55,800 not only did I go to school for that but 791 00:38:00,890 --> 00:37:58,140 I grew up in that town and I knew that 792 00:38:04,970 --> 00:38:00,900 there's it will all come together 793 00:38:07,490 --> 00:38:04,980 and that's what happened uh with the uh 794 00:38:10,430 --> 00:38:07,500 Politico and New York Times articles 795 00:38:13,069 --> 00:38:10,440 because it didn't start at atip and 796 00:38:15,530 --> 00:38:13,079 these dates that were there 2012 and 797 00:38:17,750 --> 00:38:15,540 this and then and then push back to the 798 00:38:21,109 --> 00:38:17,760 next thing you know we've got Bigelow 799 00:38:22,970 --> 00:38:21,119 and nids and OSAP it comes to the 800 00:38:26,569 --> 00:38:22,980 surface and all the players that were 801 00:38:30,230 --> 00:38:26,579 involved so it wasn't the the Nimitz and 802 00:38:32,930 --> 00:38:30,240 it wasn't the the number one balloon of 803 00:38:34,970 --> 00:38:32,940 Chris melon the things that I pointed 804 00:38:37,190 --> 00:38:34,980 out from the very beginning it was 805 00:38:40,370 --> 00:38:37,200 everything that happened uh prior to 806 00:38:43,730 --> 00:38:40,380 that and and going back which did that 807 00:38:46,550 --> 00:38:43,740 take the air out of the significance of 808 00:38:49,190 --> 00:38:46,560 December 2017. 809 00:38:51,050 --> 00:38:49,200 to members of our community yeah 810 00:38:52,609 --> 00:38:51,060 partially I would say that that is the 811 00:38:55,130 --> 00:38:52,619 case there were some people in the UFO 812 00:38:57,770 --> 00:38:55,140 community that completely checked out of 813 00:39:00,589 --> 00:38:57,780 the story that they just didn't didn't 814 00:39:04,130 --> 00:39:00,599 want to talk about it anymore and I'm 815 00:39:06,829 --> 00:39:04,140 talking about Nimitz and and uh the 816 00:39:07,849 --> 00:39:06,839 Pentagon and and atip and everything 817 00:39:09,710 --> 00:39:07,859 else 818 00:39:11,329 --> 00:39:09,720 where there were there were a lot of 819 00:39:13,550 --> 00:39:11,339 holes in that story 820 00:39:17,329 --> 00:39:13,560 at all of it because it was a bigger 821 00:39:20,829 --> 00:39:17,339 story that but but moving forward 822 00:39:25,310 --> 00:39:20,839 from December of 2017 to now 823 00:39:31,010 --> 00:39:28,190 I am able to 824 00:39:35,450 --> 00:39:31,020 walk up to somebody 825 00:39:38,390 --> 00:39:35,460 that is in a supermarket whatever at a 826 00:39:39,589 --> 00:39:38,400 gas station at a restaurant a complete 827 00:39:41,810 --> 00:39:39,599 stranger 828 00:39:44,150 --> 00:39:41,820 and I'm able to talk about these things 829 00:39:47,270 --> 00:39:44,160 because they've seen 830 00:39:49,430 --> 00:39:47,280 Dave fraver on on Tucker Carlson or they 831 00:39:52,010 --> 00:39:49,440 they saw the 60-minute special they've 832 00:39:55,609 --> 00:39:52,020 seen some of the news they've seen the 833 00:39:57,829 --> 00:39:55,619 videos they've seen the comments that 834 00:39:59,990 --> 00:39:57,839 have float around on social media in the 835 00:40:02,750 --> 00:40:00,000 the videos whether it's you know Tick 836 00:40:04,010 --> 00:40:02,760 Tock or Instagram people spend a lot of 837 00:40:08,030 --> 00:40:04,020 time there 838 00:40:09,069 --> 00:40:08,040 and and I am able to talk to them about 839 00:40:12,130 --> 00:40:09,079 this 840 00:40:14,329 --> 00:40:12,140 and one of the 841 00:40:16,790 --> 00:40:14,339 prevailing thoughts 842 00:40:19,010 --> 00:40:16,800 that I've had with people outside of 843 00:40:21,589 --> 00:40:19,020 this community this is something I'm 844 00:40:24,589 --> 00:40:21,599 going to be spending more time on in 845 00:40:27,589 --> 00:40:24,599 2023 846 00:40:31,490 --> 00:40:27,599 they don't give a crap 847 00:40:35,450 --> 00:40:31,500 yeah so the the Condon report and the 848 00:40:37,069 --> 00:40:35,460 Rand Corporation and and and the 849 00:40:39,829 --> 00:40:37,079 Department of Defense and the comments 850 00:40:41,630 --> 00:40:39,839 about Society not being able to handle 851 00:40:44,210 --> 00:40:41,640 this you know what 852 00:40:46,609 --> 00:40:44,220 I don't think people care 853 00:40:48,349 --> 00:40:46,619 yeah they're yeah it's interesting to 854 00:40:49,370 --> 00:40:48,359 them but a lot of things are interesting 855 00:40:51,349 --> 00:40:49,380 to them 856 00:40:53,390 --> 00:40:51,359 you know how to make a really good 857 00:40:57,890 --> 00:40:53,400 chocolate chip pancake is pretty 858 00:41:00,170 --> 00:40:57,900 interesting to them too as well and I 859 00:41:02,750 --> 00:41:00,180 don't think they give a crap 860 00:41:05,089 --> 00:41:02,760 they don't I don't I don't think they're 861 00:41:07,370 --> 00:41:05,099 uh in any way concerned about the 862 00:41:08,930 --> 00:41:07,380 government holding on to Secrets I don't 863 00:41:10,790 --> 00:41:08,940 think that they're anyway even though it 864 00:41:13,730 --> 00:41:10,800 directly involves all of them in free 865 00:41:16,010 --> 00:41:13,740 energy and this and that and Technology 866 00:41:18,530 --> 00:41:16,020 honestly 867 00:41:19,730 --> 00:41:18,540 all the exposure in the world has taken 868 00:41:22,069 --> 00:41:19,740 off 869 00:41:24,470 --> 00:41:22,079 I don't think anybody really cares 870 00:41:26,930 --> 00:41:24,480 and when you have something like the New 871 00:41:29,210 --> 00:41:26,940 York Times or 60 Minutes Or Tucker 872 00:41:31,250 --> 00:41:29,220 Carlson or CNN or whoever you want to 873 00:41:33,530 --> 00:41:31,260 point the finger at speaking about these 874 00:41:34,609 --> 00:41:33,540 subjects very directly to the public for 875 00:41:37,849 --> 00:41:34,619 the first time 876 00:41:39,310 --> 00:41:37,859 all the exposure to this subject has 877 00:41:42,950 --> 00:41:39,320 been put out there 878 00:41:46,130 --> 00:41:42,960 nobody is upset 879 00:41:50,990 --> 00:41:48,470 in a general sense 880 00:41:52,910 --> 00:41:51,000 everybody thinks 881 00:41:54,890 --> 00:41:52,920 that the universe is just too big 882 00:41:57,349 --> 00:41:54,900 there's got to be tons of Life out there 883 00:41:59,210 --> 00:41:57,359 and have have they found the planet have 884 00:42:00,710 --> 00:41:59,220 they found Earth have they visited here 885 00:42:04,609 --> 00:42:00,720 yeah probably 886 00:42:08,210 --> 00:42:04,619 doesn't affect me doesn't affect my life 887 00:42:09,589 --> 00:42:08,220 and these are the comments that I've 888 00:42:12,010 --> 00:42:09,599 been getting 889 00:42:15,589 --> 00:42:12,020 it's very very very very very 890 00:42:19,910 --> 00:42:15,599 interesting so how do we handle 891 00:42:22,150 --> 00:42:19,920 um the the players of the past 892 00:42:25,130 --> 00:42:22,160 um uh from 893 00:42:28,010 --> 00:42:25,140 uh the New York Times article I don't 894 00:42:29,510 --> 00:42:28,020 want to say too much here right now but 895 00:42:30,790 --> 00:42:29,520 all of the players that are involved 896 00:42:34,069 --> 00:42:30,800 with that 897 00:42:36,829 --> 00:42:34,079 who was playing it straight 898 00:42:39,589 --> 00:42:36,839 who was being on the level that's a 899 00:42:41,930 --> 00:42:39,599 concern for our community for sure 900 00:42:45,230 --> 00:42:41,940 because trust and integrity is 901 00:42:49,190 --> 00:42:45,240 everything but to the rest of the world 902 00:42:52,970 --> 00:42:49,200 nah they just they just don't care 903 00:42:56,569 --> 00:42:52,980 it's fascinating to me fascinating 904 00:43:00,290 --> 00:42:58,490 moving on I'm gonna take a quick break 905 00:43:02,930 --> 00:43:00,300 and I'll get back to everything else 906 00:43:05,170 --> 00:43:02,940 that I've got lined up here I've got a 907 00:43:08,150 --> 00:43:05,180 bunch of events that are coming up 908 00:43:11,569 --> 00:43:08,160 and uh next year 909 00:43:14,030 --> 00:43:11,579 I am going to be going to Peru and 910 00:43:16,870 --> 00:43:14,040 Bolivia and I'm going to be hosting a 911 00:43:19,849 --> 00:43:16,880 tour with uh Brian Forster 912 00:43:22,609 --> 00:43:19,859 and the whole shebang is going to be 913 00:43:25,670 --> 00:43:22,619 going on I'm talking about Nazca and of 914 00:43:28,190 --> 00:43:25,680 course I'm talking about Pumapunku and 915 00:43:31,069 --> 00:43:28,200 and everything else uh that is involved 916 00:43:32,930 --> 00:43:31,079 with this so uh that that announcement 917 00:43:34,490 --> 00:43:32,940 is getting ready to I've seen the 918 00:43:35,809 --> 00:43:34,500 posters and and the artwork and 919 00:43:38,809 --> 00:43:35,819 everything 920 00:43:40,790 --> 00:43:38,819 um uh just waiting for my signature and 921 00:43:42,349 --> 00:43:40,800 and sign off on that and that 922 00:43:43,550 --> 00:43:42,359 announcement is getting ready to come 923 00:43:45,170 --> 00:43:43,560 out 924 00:43:48,710 --> 00:43:45,180 um I just got back from Egypt as 925 00:43:50,630 --> 00:43:48,720 everybody knows uh with Billy and now to 926 00:43:53,930 --> 00:43:50,640 turn around and do the next bucket list 927 00:43:56,150 --> 00:43:53,940 for me which is Pumapunku and uh head 928 00:43:59,750 --> 00:43:56,160 down my lights 929 00:44:01,329 --> 00:43:59,760 my whites again it's weird and and this 930 00:44:04,490 --> 00:44:01,339 part 931 00:44:05,569 --> 00:44:04,500 uh that must be on another breaker or 932 00:44:08,750 --> 00:44:05,579 something 933 00:44:11,930 --> 00:44:08,760 and uh no yeah I'm still solid in here 934 00:44:15,170 --> 00:44:11,940 yeah it's pretty weird pretty weird 935 00:44:17,569 --> 00:44:15,180 um so if you would like to go it's it's 936 00:44:19,730 --> 00:44:17,579 very affordable by the way but I would 937 00:44:22,190 --> 00:44:19,740 love to have some fader knots 938 00:44:24,950 --> 00:44:22,200 um go to go to Pumapunku with me let's 939 00:44:27,230 --> 00:44:24,960 go check out those H blocks and uh so 940 00:44:32,210 --> 00:44:27,240 that announcement is is getting ready to 941 00:44:34,130 --> 00:44:32,220 happen and uh we I'm doing it now but uh 942 00:44:36,530 --> 00:44:34,140 the uh all the official stuff will be 943 00:44:38,510 --> 00:44:36,540 out in the next day or two and I'm very 944 00:44:39,890 --> 00:44:38,520 very excited about that and then right 945 00:44:43,849 --> 00:44:39,900 after that 946 00:44:48,770 --> 00:44:43,859 I'm heading over to I've got a very busy 947 00:44:50,630 --> 00:44:48,780 uh next few months uh uh next month uh 948 00:44:53,930 --> 00:44:50,640 the first week of the month is the 949 00:44:56,270 --> 00:44:53,940 conscious life Expo which is here 950 00:44:59,270 --> 00:44:56,280 um a couple of weeks after that is the 951 00:45:02,089 --> 00:44:59,280 parapod festival which is also here it 952 00:45:03,890 --> 00:45:02,099 is in Valencia California 953 00:45:07,490 --> 00:45:03,900 um and that's on April 1st and then 954 00:45:10,790 --> 00:45:07,500 right after that is uh the hidden 955 00:45:12,950 --> 00:45:10,800 secrets Cruise the seminar at sea so 956 00:45:15,410 --> 00:45:12,960 that's going down that's that's three 957 00:45:19,190 --> 00:45:15,420 events going on back to back 958 00:45:21,770 --> 00:45:19,200 over about a four to six week period in 959 00:45:24,770 --> 00:45:21,780 addition to all of that filming 960 00:45:28,390 --> 00:45:24,780 into the Vortex in between so and then 961 00:45:32,750 --> 00:45:28,400 add coming out of April going into May 962 00:45:36,349 --> 00:45:32,760 finishing up uh into the Vortex and uh 963 00:45:39,109 --> 00:45:36,359 and then heading over to uh the UK to 964 00:45:41,150 --> 00:45:39,119 Manchester that's in August 965 00:45:44,569 --> 00:45:41,160 um I'll be over there uh for the 966 00:45:46,970 --> 00:45:44,579 Awakening uh conference uh so a very 967 00:45:50,270 --> 00:45:46,980 very very busy year 968 00:45:53,270 --> 00:45:50,280 um so I will be uh I'll be right back 969 00:45:54,829 --> 00:45:53,280 after this short break and I'm gonna go 970 00:45:57,790 --> 00:45:54,839 check on uh 971 00:46:00,710 --> 00:45:57,800 I'm gonna go check them out 972 00:46:02,809 --> 00:46:00,720 electricity but we're good right now 973 00:46:04,670 --> 00:46:02,819 I'll be right back stay with us 974 00:46:07,010 --> 00:46:04,680 this is Jimmy Church of Fade to Black 975 00:46:09,230 --> 00:46:07,020 please visit all of our sponsors we're 976 00:46:11,030 --> 00:46:09,240 taking a quick break here all of the 977 00:46:14,089 --> 00:46:11,040 links are below 978 00:46:16,309 --> 00:46:14,099 and we'll be right back 979 00:46:17,290 --> 00:46:16,319 check out Billy Carson's Forbidden 980 00:46:19,450 --> 00:46:17,300 Knowledge 981 00:46:21,410 --> 00:46:19,460 forbiddenknowledge.com or 982 00:46:25,370 --> 00:46:21,420 forbiddenknowledge.tv where you can get 983 00:46:27,890 --> 00:46:25,380 access to over 6 000 videos movies TV 984 00:46:29,870 --> 00:46:27,900 series exclusive documentaries like the 985 00:46:31,329 --> 00:46:29,880 Black Knight satellite you can do it all 986 00:46:35,930 --> 00:46:31,339 for just 987 00:46:38,210 --> 00:46:35,940 7.77 per month or 77 per year after the 988 00:46:40,190 --> 00:46:38,220 three-day trial which is also totally 989 00:46:43,990 --> 00:46:40,200 free to check out it's all simple to do 990 00:46:46,390 --> 00:46:44,000 Billy Carson is the best it's simple 991 00:46:48,650 --> 00:46:46,400 forbiddenknowledge.com or 992 00:46:52,609 --> 00:46:48,660 forbiddenknowledge.tv that's the number 993 00:46:56,990 --> 00:46:54,589 I will be hosting an M seeing the 994 00:46:59,569 --> 00:46:57,000 conscious life Expo this February 10th 995 00:47:02,510 --> 00:46:59,579 through the 13th at The Lax Hilton right 996 00:47:04,609 --> 00:47:02,520 here in Los Angeles California 200 997 00:47:06,710 --> 00:47:04,619 speakers including Linda Moulton Howe 998 00:47:09,170 --> 00:47:06,720 Bashar Deborah King George Nori Daniel 999 00:47:12,650 --> 00:47:09,180 Sheehan Scout Walter Sean Stone and 1000 00:47:16,430 --> 00:47:12,660 David Wolfe over 200 vendors special 1001 00:47:19,190 --> 00:47:16,440 events this is the biggest event of its 1002 00:47:21,170 --> 00:47:19,200 kind on planet Earth you've got to come 1003 00:47:23,870 --> 00:47:21,180 and hang out with all of us tickets and 1004 00:47:25,609 --> 00:47:23,880 info at consciouslifeexpo.com the links 1005 00:47:28,849 --> 00:47:25,619 are below 1006 00:47:32,030 --> 00:47:28,859 on Saturday April 1st that's right April 1007 00:47:34,190 --> 00:47:32,040 Fool's Day 2023 I will be hosting the 1008 00:47:37,730 --> 00:47:34,200 peripod festival at the Hyatt Regency 1009 00:47:40,250 --> 00:47:37,740 right here in Valencia California it's a 1010 00:47:43,309 --> 00:47:40,260 live one-day podcast Awards it's a film 1011 00:47:45,349 --> 00:47:43,319 festival it's a full-on media event 1012 00:47:47,150 --> 00:47:45,359 we're going to have Sky watching there's 1013 00:47:49,970 --> 00:47:47,160 going to be a Lifetime Achievement Award 1014 00:47:52,010 --> 00:47:49,980 presented to Linda Moulton Howe right 1015 00:47:54,050 --> 00:47:52,020 now you can submit your podcast to your 1016 00:47:56,750 --> 00:47:54,060 film your TV series any of your 1017 00:47:58,730 --> 00:47:56,760 paranormal media for consideration you 1018 00:48:01,930 --> 00:47:58,740 can do all of that on the links below 1019 00:48:04,550 --> 00:48:01,940 for info and tickets go to 1020 00:48:06,910 --> 00:48:04,560 parapodfilmfest.com that's peripod 1021 00:48:11,089 --> 00:48:06,920 filmfad 1022 00:48:12,829 --> 00:48:11,099 April 7th through the 14th 2023 I'll be 1023 00:48:15,829 --> 00:48:12,839 hosting a presenting on the hidden 1024 00:48:18,589 --> 00:48:15,839 secrets seminar at Sea cruise for Los 1025 00:48:21,890 --> 00:48:18,599 Angeles the Mexican Riviera on the 1026 00:48:24,230 --> 00:48:21,900 Navigator of the Seas that right about a 1027 00:48:26,510 --> 00:48:24,240 giant water slide you've got a check out 1028 00:48:31,390 --> 00:48:26,520 Navigator of the season to make that 1029 00:48:36,589 --> 00:48:34,069 Grant Reuben London and another 12 1030 00:48:38,089 --> 00:48:36,599 amazing speaker that presenters it's 1031 00:48:48,130 --> 00:48:38,099 possible to do just visit 1032 00:48:54,650 --> 00:48:52,190 make the Fade to Black blend truly the 1033 00:48:57,050 --> 00:48:54,660 best coffee on planet Earth just visit 1034 00:48:58,970 --> 00:48:57,060 River moonwalk.com or or their Amazon 1035 00:49:01,069 --> 00:48:58,980 store if it's all simple to do you can 1036 00:49:03,530 --> 00:49:01,079 check out the button the game changer 1037 00:49:07,190 --> 00:49:03,540 button or any other black moon wellness 1038 00:49:10,849 --> 00:49:07,200 products it's the only coffee I drink it 1039 00:49:14,690 --> 00:49:10,859 is the best and it's dark again River 1040 00:49:19,730 --> 00:49:17,510 all right Welcome Back Fade to Black I 1041 00:49:23,410 --> 00:49:19,740 am your host Jim church and and tonight 1042 00:49:27,650 --> 00:49:23,420 very special show uh in that it's my 1043 00:49:31,010 --> 00:49:27,660 2023 brain I I just got stuff 1044 00:49:32,809 --> 00:49:31,020 I need to I I need to talk about God I 1045 00:49:36,290 --> 00:49:32,819 just got to get it out we're doing all 1046 00:49:39,470 --> 00:49:36,300 of that tonight and I I want to take uh 1047 00:49:41,329 --> 00:49:39,480 the second half of the show here and it 1048 00:49:43,849 --> 00:49:41,339 uh it's gonna be brief and then I'll say 1049 00:49:46,430 --> 00:49:43,859 goodbye and and thanks 1050 00:49:48,770 --> 00:49:46,440 um uh I do have some I have issues with 1051 00:49:51,290 --> 00:49:48,780 water and flooding and stuff that I've 1052 00:49:54,890 --> 00:49:51,300 I've got to deal with tonight 1053 00:49:59,450 --> 00:49:54,900 so uh anyway part of the problem uh with 1054 00:50:01,730 --> 00:49:59,460 not having Ingress in the backyard and a 1055 00:50:04,210 --> 00:50:01,740 native flooding here in California 1056 00:50:08,510 --> 00:50:04,220 everywhere we need the rain 1057 00:50:11,809 --> 00:50:08,520 we're so dead for that and then it's 1058 00:50:14,390 --> 00:50:11,819 like we're getting it all at once so 1059 00:50:19,630 --> 00:50:14,400 um I want to take the second half of the 1060 00:50:24,589 --> 00:50:19,640 show uh to to talk about friendship 1061 00:50:27,829 --> 00:50:24,599 and the the my year next year is a very 1062 00:50:31,670 --> 00:50:27,839 busy one and a side and I laid out 1063 00:50:35,210 --> 00:50:31,680 everything directly that is uh public 1064 00:50:37,430 --> 00:50:35,220 knowledge right except for the Peru trip 1065 00:50:38,870 --> 00:50:37,440 which will be announced here and in a 1066 00:50:44,809 --> 00:50:38,880 day or two 1067 00:50:48,890 --> 00:50:44,819 um but every every month next year 1068 00:50:51,170 --> 00:50:48,900 um in 2023 I'm going to be doing events 1069 00:50:52,609 --> 00:50:51,180 with uh Billy Carson and forbid 1070 00:50:58,730 --> 00:50:52,619 knowledge and of course Elizabeth 1071 00:51:02,390 --> 00:50:58,740 Hoekstra and we've got a ton of stuff 1072 00:51:04,609 --> 00:51:02,400 booked we're going to be bringing forbid 1073 00:51:06,470 --> 00:51:04,619 knowledge across the United States we're 1074 00:51:07,690 --> 00:51:06,480 also taking it over to the United 1075 00:51:13,849 --> 00:51:07,700 Kingdom 1076 00:51:16,970 --> 00:51:13,859 and uh the the significance of this 1077 00:51:20,630 --> 00:51:16,980 um I I I don't think you can measure it 1078 00:51:27,069 --> 00:51:20,640 but what is important here 1079 00:51:33,410 --> 00:51:31,910 have the uh the ability both uh 1080 00:51:35,690 --> 00:51:33,420 technically with their with their 1081 00:51:36,950 --> 00:51:35,700 company and and the logistics and the 1082 00:51:40,250 --> 00:51:36,960 people that they have working around 1083 00:51:41,950 --> 00:51:40,260 them but they also have the resources uh 1084 00:51:50,089 --> 00:51:41,960 to do 1085 00:51:53,569 --> 00:51:50,099 and they come up with ideas 1086 00:51:58,069 --> 00:51:53,579 and it doesn't matter how Grand they are 1087 00:52:03,410 --> 00:51:58,079 and they turn turn them into reality 1088 00:52:05,150 --> 00:52:03,420 and uh the friendship that we have now 1089 00:52:08,150 --> 00:52:05,160 we've got a business relationship and 1090 00:52:11,210 --> 00:52:08,160 that is obvious right and and and it's 1091 00:52:14,710 --> 00:52:11,220 right there but the friendship and and 1092 00:52:18,430 --> 00:52:14,720 the trust uh that the three of us have 1093 00:52:22,549 --> 00:52:18,440 is is what is Paramount 1094 00:52:26,270 --> 00:52:22,559 and for anybody out there 1095 00:52:29,390 --> 00:52:26,280 um that wants to do things 1096 00:52:32,870 --> 00:52:29,400 it's it's one thing to do by yourself 1097 00:52:34,510 --> 00:52:32,880 it's another thing to uh to put your 1098 00:52:38,030 --> 00:52:34,520 trust 1099 00:52:39,530 --> 00:52:38,040 into a friendship that that you're 1100 00:52:42,589 --> 00:52:39,540 bonded with 1101 00:52:45,349 --> 00:52:42,599 because that is a pillar of support that 1102 00:52:48,010 --> 00:52:45,359 you can not only lean on 1103 00:52:53,870 --> 00:52:48,020 but you can talk through things 1104 00:52:56,930 --> 00:52:53,880 and the the people that uh continue on a 1105 00:52:59,569 --> 00:52:56,940 path and and Blaze through things and 1106 00:53:03,710 --> 00:52:59,579 get stuff done they don't do it alone 1107 00:53:05,030 --> 00:53:03,720 they they don't it's just it doesn't 1108 00:53:09,530 --> 00:53:05,040 happen that way 1109 00:53:13,490 --> 00:53:09,540 and I am able to uh to 1110 00:53:15,589 --> 00:53:13,500 uh not only work uh with Billy and 1111 00:53:19,309 --> 00:53:15,599 Elizabeth but I can sit down and just 1112 00:53:21,530 --> 00:53:19,319 have a conversation and we can talk 1113 00:53:24,650 --> 00:53:21,540 through whatever we need to talk through 1114 00:53:29,569 --> 00:53:24,660 and it's it's not all 1115 00:53:31,309 --> 00:53:29,579 um uh it's not all love all the time no 1116 00:53:34,190 --> 00:53:31,319 and that's what friendships are about 1117 00:53:36,910 --> 00:53:34,200 right where you've you've got to be able 1118 00:53:43,809 --> 00:53:36,920 to trust somebody enough 1119 00:53:47,390 --> 00:53:43,819 to uh to contest if you need to contest 1120 00:53:50,809 --> 00:53:47,400 uh objection your honor you know there's 1121 00:53:52,790 --> 00:53:50,819 that part but also to suggest something 1122 00:53:55,549 --> 00:53:52,800 that may improve something or whatever 1123 00:53:58,250 --> 00:53:55,559 and they they come back well yeah that's 1124 00:54:01,250 --> 00:53:58,260 a good idea where you you you you you 1125 00:54:04,609 --> 00:54:01,260 you don't have a mind block around you 1126 00:54:07,130 --> 00:54:04,619 that I can't say things I can't do 1127 00:54:08,809 --> 00:54:07,140 things I'm going to that no you don't 1128 00:54:10,130 --> 00:54:08,819 want that and you need to have people 1129 00:54:12,230 --> 00:54:10,140 around you 1130 00:54:17,510 --> 00:54:12,240 that will support you 1131 00:54:20,349 --> 00:54:17,520 and that you will in turn support and 1132 00:54:22,970 --> 00:54:20,359 and that's what uh Billy and Elizabeth 1133 00:54:26,809 --> 00:54:22,980 uh bring to the table 1134 00:54:31,730 --> 00:54:26,819 and the amount of events that are 1135 00:54:34,549 --> 00:54:31,740 planned uh for 2023 I know that as I'm 1136 00:54:37,790 --> 00:54:34,559 as I am literally 1137 00:54:38,870 --> 00:54:37,800 that says now I just got a text in from 1138 00:54:43,010 --> 00:54:38,880 Billy 1139 00:54:46,670 --> 00:54:43,020 with an event schedule right it just 1140 00:54:49,910 --> 00:54:46,680 came in right says now as as I say that 1141 00:54:52,790 --> 00:54:49,920 and he's not listening to me by the way 1142 00:54:54,829 --> 00:54:52,800 um but that that's that's exactly what 1143 00:54:57,910 --> 00:54:54,839 I'm talking about right there 1144 00:55:00,470 --> 00:54:57,920 and the uh 1145 00:55:02,210 --> 00:55:00,480 we have an award ceremony that's going 1146 00:55:04,849 --> 00:55:02,220 to be uh that we've already announced 1147 00:55:06,650 --> 00:55:04,859 the dates that's going to be 1148 00:55:09,589 --> 00:55:06,660 um in Miami 1149 00:55:12,829 --> 00:55:09,599 um that is already on lockdown and then 1150 00:55:14,630 --> 00:55:12,839 the other events which uh I wish this 1151 00:55:18,349 --> 00:55:14,640 would have come in earlier today I would 1152 00:55:21,470 --> 00:55:18,359 have uh mentioned a few cities and dates 1153 00:55:24,349 --> 00:55:21,480 uh to you but all of this will be 1154 00:55:26,870 --> 00:55:24,359 forthcoming but uh it's it's very 1155 00:55:31,430 --> 00:55:26,880 exciting and then there is 1156 00:55:33,290 --> 00:55:31,440 um a TV uh there's uh more movies uh 1157 00:55:35,030 --> 00:55:33,300 that are being filmed there are 1158 00:55:38,510 --> 00:55:35,040 additional trips that are going on 1159 00:55:41,089 --> 00:55:38,520 overseas I think there's a trip that is 1160 00:55:44,390 --> 00:55:41,099 being planned right now for Cambodia two 1161 00:55:47,510 --> 00:55:44,400 more trips uh are tentatively planned 1162 00:55:50,329 --> 00:55:47,520 for Egypt and that's in addition to 1163 00:55:52,790 --> 00:55:50,339 everything else uh that is happening 1164 00:55:56,569 --> 00:55:52,800 right now so I'm very 1165 00:55:59,270 --> 00:55:56,579 very excited uh about all of that and I 1166 00:56:02,150 --> 00:55:59,280 want to thank Billy and Elizabeth uh for 1167 00:56:03,589 --> 00:56:02,160 uh for all of their hard work and their 1168 00:56:07,190 --> 00:56:03,599 dedication 1169 00:56:10,910 --> 00:56:07,200 um Billy and I and Elizabeth uh were uh 1170 00:56:13,430 --> 00:56:10,920 doing Elizabeth's podcast biohack your 1171 00:56:15,470 --> 00:56:13,440 life on on Friday and one of the things 1172 00:56:17,630 --> 00:56:15,480 that we were laughing about 1173 00:56:19,210 --> 00:56:17,640 because it's true and I'm able to say 1174 00:56:22,730 --> 00:56:19,220 this in front of Elizabeth 1175 00:56:24,710 --> 00:56:22,740 Billy and I literally 1176 00:56:25,790 --> 00:56:24,720 we have to watch ourselves around 1177 00:56:29,329 --> 00:56:25,800 Elizabeth 1178 00:56:32,630 --> 00:56:29,339 because if we come up with some ID just 1179 00:56:35,329 --> 00:56:32,640 in a conversation she's gonna take it 1180 00:56:37,849 --> 00:56:35,339 and run with it and and the next thing 1181 00:56:39,230 --> 00:56:37,859 you know we have to do it and she is 1182 00:56:41,390 --> 00:56:39,240 going to make sure that it gets done 1183 00:56:44,930 --> 00:56:41,400 she's very smart she's very bright she's 1184 00:56:49,609 --> 00:56:44,940 very intelligent very tenacious 1185 00:56:51,650 --> 00:56:49,619 um and if she just is moving forward all 1186 00:56:54,410 --> 00:56:51,660 the time and we were laughing about this 1187 00:56:58,069 --> 00:56:54,420 on Friday but it's it's really really 1188 00:57:01,250 --> 00:56:58,079 really true I can't stress it enough and 1189 00:57:03,410 --> 00:57:01,260 uh now the the other part the reason why 1190 00:57:05,210 --> 00:57:03,420 I'm bringing all of this up is there are 1191 00:57:08,450 --> 00:57:05,220 some other 1192 00:57:10,609 --> 00:57:08,460 um announcements that are nearly eminent 1193 00:57:12,710 --> 00:57:10,619 uh that the three of us are going to be 1194 00:57:15,770 --> 00:57:12,720 making in addition to everything else 1195 00:57:20,030 --> 00:57:15,780 that I just spoke about so yeah we've 1196 00:57:22,210 --> 00:57:20,040 got uh an amazing 2023 coming up 1197 00:57:25,490 --> 00:57:22,220 um uh oh oh oh oh oh oh 1198 00:57:28,210 --> 00:57:25,500 and uh one last thing 1199 00:57:33,589 --> 00:57:28,220 is uh 1200 00:57:37,190 --> 00:57:33,599 next week I tried to uh me and everybody 1201 00:57:41,750 --> 00:57:37,200 that's involved with this uh we tried to 1202 00:57:45,170 --> 00:57:41,760 button everything down last Wednesday 1203 00:57:47,569 --> 00:57:45,180 for an announcement this week 1204 00:57:50,450 --> 00:57:47,579 I'm going to say this with everything 1205 00:57:52,990 --> 00:57:50,460 that is happening in 2023 all these big 1206 00:57:56,690 --> 00:57:53,000 events I've got another one 1207 00:57:58,690 --> 00:57:56,700 uh uh that we've been working on for 1208 00:58:00,950 --> 00:57:58,700 about a year and a half 1209 00:58:02,829 --> 00:58:00,960 that is 1210 00:58:06,950 --> 00:58:02,839 is done 1211 00:58:09,770 --> 00:58:06,960 I can't say but this will be I'll tell 1212 00:58:12,109 --> 00:58:09,780 you what it's going to be in November 1213 00:58:16,390 --> 00:58:12,119 and I cannot wait to make this 1214 00:58:19,670 --> 00:58:16,400 announcement and this 1215 00:58:22,490 --> 00:58:19,680 all of this is going to be fun all of it 1216 00:58:25,670 --> 00:58:22,500 is just going to be an amazing year and 1217 00:58:28,490 --> 00:58:25,680 I cannot wait uh to to get these last 1218 00:58:31,370 --> 00:58:28,500 couple of things out into the public and 1219 00:58:33,650 --> 00:58:31,380 and make these announcements but I'm 1220 00:58:35,870 --> 00:58:33,660 telling you November now so when the 1221 00:58:38,650 --> 00:58:35,880 announcement comes 1222 00:58:40,849 --> 00:58:38,660 that's what church was talking about 1223 00:58:44,089 --> 00:58:40,859 holy crap 1224 00:58:47,990 --> 00:58:44,099 so there you go and 1225 00:58:51,530 --> 00:58:48,000 um if uh now I know 1226 00:58:53,150 --> 00:58:51,540 um uh before I I jump out of here 1227 00:58:54,950 --> 00:58:53,160 um I do have to cut this a little bit 1228 00:58:58,250 --> 00:58:54,960 short tonight 1229 00:59:01,270 --> 00:58:58,260 um I do know and I don't want to 1230 00:59:04,370 --> 00:59:01,280 I don't want to act oblivious 1231 00:59:08,030 --> 00:59:04,380 or you know Cavaliers also the right 1232 00:59:10,010 --> 00:59:08,040 word here about some of the uh the 1233 00:59:12,589 --> 00:59:10,020 comments that are going around right now 1234 00:59:13,750 --> 00:59:12,599 uh about the deposition of uh Corey 1235 00:59:19,910 --> 00:59:13,760 Goode 1236 00:59:22,789 --> 00:59:19,920 and uh it's it it is it is shocking uh 1237 00:59:24,650 --> 00:59:22,799 to some degree but also 1238 00:59:27,289 --> 00:59:24,660 um I think that the community needed 1239 00:59:29,510 --> 00:59:27,299 that kind of relief with 1240 00:59:33,770 --> 00:59:29,520 um you know because there were so you 1241 00:59:36,829 --> 00:59:33,780 know a huge question mark uh over uh all 1242 00:59:39,829 --> 00:59:36,839 of uh the tales and and things that were 1243 00:59:41,809 --> 00:59:39,839 were uh told uh by him over the years 1244 00:59:48,829 --> 00:59:41,819 and 1245 00:59:51,049 --> 00:59:48,839 I only 1246 00:59:55,010 --> 00:59:51,059 and I'm being very serious about this 1247 00:59:57,650 --> 00:59:55,020 there's no reason ever to go back 1248 00:59:59,750 --> 00:59:57,660 you can't live your life that way you 1249 01:00:02,930 --> 00:59:59,760 can't I I don't point fingers I don't 1250 01:00:05,750 --> 01:00:02,940 Point blame the the past is the past I'm 1251 01:00:08,270 --> 01:00:05,760 focused on right now 1252 01:00:10,490 --> 01:00:08,280 right as I sit here 1253 01:00:13,150 --> 01:00:10,500 anything that I just said five seconds 1254 01:00:17,390 --> 01:00:13,160 ago is in the past it's in the past 1255 01:00:20,329 --> 01:00:17,400 it's always in the moment and tomorrow 1256 01:00:24,170 --> 01:00:20,339 those are my concerns I can't change the 1257 01:00:27,109 --> 01:00:24,180 past can't do it can't do it 1258 01:00:29,329 --> 01:00:27,119 um when uh the only thing that I I 1259 01:00:31,609 --> 01:00:29,339 wanted to say and I hope that this 1260 01:00:34,670 --> 01:00:31,619 answers uh some questions uh for some 1261 01:00:36,109 --> 01:00:34,680 people and after this I'm I'm just never 1262 01:00:38,650 --> 01:00:36,119 going to talk about it again I don't 1263 01:00:43,309 --> 01:00:38,660 live in the past but 1264 01:00:45,130 --> 01:00:43,319 when things started to come to light uh 1265 01:00:49,190 --> 01:00:45,140 to me personally 1266 01:00:51,349 --> 01:00:49,200 and once uh 1267 01:00:53,270 --> 01:00:51,359 um I am lied to 1268 01:00:56,030 --> 01:00:53,280 and it doesn't matter who it's from 1269 01:00:58,309 --> 01:00:56,040 whenever that happens 1270 01:01:00,710 --> 01:00:58,319 you're a canceled check that's it it 1271 01:01:02,030 --> 01:01:00,720 doesn't matter I cancel checks in my 1272 01:01:06,130 --> 01:01:02,040 life all the time 1273 01:01:10,130 --> 01:01:06,140 and once that happened 1274 01:01:11,690 --> 01:01:10,140 the plug got pulled 1275 01:01:14,510 --> 01:01:11,700 from Fade to Black 1276 01:01:17,150 --> 01:01:14,520 and everybody knows I have not mentioned 1277 01:01:19,430 --> 01:01:17,160 his or anybody else's name involved with 1278 01:01:24,370 --> 01:01:19,440 any of that ever again I'm Fade to Black 1279 01:01:28,430 --> 01:01:24,380 I was so disappointed and and so 1280 01:01:29,630 --> 01:01:28,440 so just just so let down but I 1281 01:01:32,870 --> 01:01:29,640 immediately 1282 01:01:35,450 --> 01:01:32,880 uh pulled down 1283 01:01:37,250 --> 01:01:35,460 all of the shows 1284 01:01:38,809 --> 01:01:37,260 and this was years ago this is three 1285 01:01:41,450 --> 01:01:38,819 years ago I pulled down all the shows I 1286 01:01:45,650 --> 01:01:41,460 pulled down every show with Wilcox 1287 01:01:49,549 --> 01:01:45,660 pulled every show down that with CG and 1288 01:01:52,549 --> 01:01:49,559 I I canceled all of that I I took down 1289 01:01:55,130 --> 01:01:52,559 as many images from the internet as I 1290 01:01:57,370 --> 01:01:55,140 could there's still some out there but 1291 01:02:00,730 --> 01:01:57,380 uh I took them all down 1292 01:02:06,069 --> 01:02:00,740 absolutely done 1293 01:02:07,730 --> 01:02:06,079 and that's it it I didn't want to uh to 1294 01:02:11,569 --> 01:02:07,740 ever 1295 01:02:13,789 --> 01:02:11,579 have to answer questions about that uh 1296 01:02:15,950 --> 01:02:13,799 to deal with it on the air I didn't want 1297 01:02:19,970 --> 01:02:15,960 to drag the community through this 1298 01:02:22,670 --> 01:02:19,980 but I knew that one day 1299 01:02:24,950 --> 01:02:22,680 everything would be answered and I would 1300 01:02:26,089 --> 01:02:24,960 just have to ride this out and now this 1301 01:02:29,930 --> 01:02:26,099 has happened 1302 01:02:32,390 --> 01:02:29,940 right and so uh the community 1303 01:02:35,089 --> 01:02:32,400 you know we have dealt with situations 1304 01:02:38,289 --> 01:02:35,099 like this before many times in the past 1305 01:02:42,470 --> 01:02:38,299 many times uh with different individuals 1306 01:02:46,069 --> 01:02:42,480 and all you can do especially with with 1307 01:02:47,750 --> 01:02:46,079 this community in this subject matter 1308 01:02:49,609 --> 01:02:47,760 is just move on 1309 01:02:51,049 --> 01:02:49,619 that's it there's going to be somebody 1310 01:02:53,630 --> 01:02:51,059 else there's going to be another 1311 01:02:55,789 --> 01:02:53,640 situation and it's it's gonna happen 1312 01:02:58,730 --> 01:02:55,799 again and it's sort of happened over the 1313 01:03:00,170 --> 01:02:58,740 last three or four years and stuff that 1314 01:03:01,270 --> 01:03:00,180 had nothing to do with anything else 1315 01:03:04,089 --> 01:03:01,280 right 1316 01:03:07,430 --> 01:03:04,099 so um that's it 1317 01:03:09,589 --> 01:03:07,440 if you haven't seen the deposition I'm 1318 01:03:11,930 --> 01:03:09,599 sure that there are ways for you to uh 1319 01:03:14,210 --> 01:03:11,940 to go and watch it if you've ever had 1320 01:03:17,569 --> 01:03:14,220 any questions 1321 01:03:20,809 --> 01:03:17,579 um uh you can get them all answered uh 1322 01:03:22,430 --> 01:03:20,819 from watching that uh it's it's it's a 1323 01:03:25,010 --> 01:03:22,440 complete disappointment and it's a drag 1324 01:03:27,349 --> 01:03:25,020 but then again I guess we all knew it 1325 01:03:29,870 --> 01:03:27,359 was going to end this way 1326 01:03:32,569 --> 01:03:29,880 um and oh there's one other thing I 1327 01:03:34,970 --> 01:03:32,579 didn't want to say before I sign off 1328 01:03:37,730 --> 01:03:34,980 when all the drama started to kick off 1329 01:03:40,270 --> 01:03:37,740 around those two 1330 01:03:42,549 --> 01:03:40,280 um I was getting 1331 01:03:46,430 --> 01:03:42,559 violent email 1332 01:03:49,250 --> 01:03:46,440 from uh people from the community 1333 01:03:53,990 --> 01:03:49,260 right fanatics 1334 01:03:56,809 --> 01:03:54,000 and uh and and and direct messages and 1335 01:03:58,789 --> 01:03:56,819 things very hateful stuff 1336 01:04:01,609 --> 01:03:58,799 very hateful 1337 01:04:05,450 --> 01:04:01,619 and all 1338 01:04:07,309 --> 01:04:05,460 of those people that did any of that now 1339 01:04:09,470 --> 01:04:07,319 they have to because they were upset 1340 01:04:11,630 --> 01:04:09,480 that uh you know I wasn't a Believer 1341 01:04:14,089 --> 01:04:11,640 anymore and this or whatever what 1342 01:04:17,329 --> 01:04:14,099 whatever their reasons for the violence 1343 01:04:20,809 --> 01:04:17,339 that that was being directed at me 1344 01:04:24,770 --> 01:04:20,819 um now they are left with well 1345 01:04:26,750 --> 01:04:24,780 you know and and I feel bad for those I 1346 01:04:30,109 --> 01:04:26,760 I really really do there's a lot of 1347 01:04:33,130 --> 01:04:30,119 mending that uh has to go on the people 1348 01:04:37,450 --> 01:04:33,140 that uh uh 1349 01:04:40,430 --> 01:04:37,460 that were there to support and things 1350 01:04:41,270 --> 01:04:40,440 and in the end it just all turned out to 1351 01:04:43,190 --> 01:04:41,280 be 1352 01:04:46,069 --> 01:04:43,200 you know BS 1353 01:04:49,069 --> 01:04:46,079 is is a rough one and it's not us 1354 01:04:51,289 --> 01:04:49,079 calling the BS it's it's in the it's in 1355 01:04:54,890 --> 01:04:51,299 the deposition you know that it was all 1356 01:04:56,990 --> 01:04:54,900 made up so uh I feel sorry for for 1357 01:04:59,870 --> 01:04:57,000 anybody that was 1358 01:05:02,030 --> 01:04:59,880 um I do I do I've deep I feel deeply 1359 01:05:03,890 --> 01:05:02,040 sorry for anybody that was throwing 1360 01:05:06,410 --> 01:05:03,900 something negative at me 1361 01:05:10,250 --> 01:05:06,420 and now they have to 1362 01:05:12,829 --> 01:05:10,260 carry that so don't worry about it if 1363 01:05:15,890 --> 01:05:12,839 you did I understand why you know and 1364 01:05:18,349 --> 01:05:15,900 I've warned everybody over the years 1365 01:05:21,890 --> 01:05:18,359 yeah I was talking to somebody about 1366 01:05:24,170 --> 01:05:21,900 this subject this weekend in that you 1367 01:05:25,789 --> 01:05:24,180 cannot go all in 1368 01:05:29,930 --> 01:05:25,799 it doesn't matter what the subject is 1369 01:05:32,210 --> 01:05:29,940 you cannot go all in 1370 01:05:34,010 --> 01:05:32,220 if you think about all of the conspiracy 1371 01:05:36,289 --> 01:05:34,020 theories and all of the drama and 1372 01:05:37,609 --> 01:05:36,299 everything that has gone down just in 1373 01:05:39,950 --> 01:05:37,619 the last two or three years with the 1374 01:05:41,690 --> 01:05:39,960 pandemic and and what was going on 1375 01:05:44,329 --> 01:05:41,700 politically around the country before 1376 01:05:46,970 --> 01:05:44,339 then and and the riots and the protests 1377 01:05:50,089 --> 01:05:46,980 that were going on in the country if if 1378 01:05:52,490 --> 01:05:50,099 you if there was a conspiracy out there 1379 01:05:55,549 --> 01:05:52,500 um there was a conspiracy out there for 1380 01:05:56,870 --> 01:05:55,559 every single piece of drama that 1381 01:06:00,230 --> 01:05:56,880 happened in this country over the last 1382 01:06:01,670 --> 01:06:00,240 five years and if you went all in on any 1383 01:06:04,730 --> 01:06:01,680 of that 1384 01:06:06,710 --> 01:06:04,740 you were probably wrong 1385 01:06:10,609 --> 01:06:06,720 right and so now you have to sit here 1386 01:06:13,670 --> 01:06:10,619 today and go oh man I said all of that 1387 01:06:16,010 --> 01:06:13,680 crazy stuff to my kids I said all that 1388 01:06:19,010 --> 01:06:16,020 crazy stuff to those people I work with 1389 01:06:22,849 --> 01:06:19,020 I said all that crazy stuff to my 1390 01:06:26,390 --> 01:06:22,859 friends at school I did oh man and I was 1391 01:06:30,230 --> 01:06:26,400 wrong you just can't go all in don't go 1392 01:06:32,809 --> 01:06:30,240 all in go to the edge of the cliff 1393 01:06:34,910 --> 01:06:32,819 right put your foot out there feel the 1394 01:06:38,390 --> 01:06:34,920 edge of the cliff know where that know 1395 01:06:40,430 --> 01:06:38,400 where it is and stop right there 1396 01:06:43,190 --> 01:06:40,440 because at least you can back up a 1397 01:06:44,690 --> 01:06:43,200 couple of steps but if you go all in and 1398 01:06:47,089 --> 01:06:44,700 you step off the cliff there's no coming 1399 01:06:49,250 --> 01:06:47,099 back so don't do it 1400 01:06:51,109 --> 01:06:49,260 don't do it all right and I understand 1401 01:06:53,690 --> 01:06:51,119 the reasons why 1402 01:06:57,470 --> 01:06:53,700 I do I I totally get it but if I can 1403 01:07:00,349 --> 01:06:57,480 ever give no repeat advice that I have 1404 01:07:02,329 --> 01:07:00,359 given over the years and now you know 1405 01:07:07,010 --> 01:07:02,339 part of the reasons why I said the 1406 01:07:08,150 --> 01:07:07,020 things that I did back then don't go all 1407 01:07:10,490 --> 01:07:08,160 in 1408 01:07:12,109 --> 01:07:10,500 don't 1409 01:07:15,410 --> 01:07:12,119 ever 1410 01:07:19,130 --> 01:07:15,420 don't go all in 1411 01:07:21,890 --> 01:07:19,140 that's how I've I've remained sane 1412 01:07:25,370 --> 01:07:21,900 I just don't go all in oh I'm interested 1413 01:07:28,609 --> 01:07:25,380 I want things to be true I'm going to 1414 01:07:31,250 --> 01:07:28,619 continue to ask the questions I am going 1415 01:07:33,710 --> 01:07:31,260 to continue to pursue 1416 01:07:37,309 --> 01:07:33,720 and I'm I want to get to the end of the 1417 01:07:38,750 --> 01:07:37,319 line on all of this but I am not going 1418 01:07:42,109 --> 01:07:38,760 all in 1419 01:07:45,470 --> 01:07:42,119 can't you just you cannot do it you 1420 01:07:47,690 --> 01:07:45,480 cannot do it man if we think about 1421 01:07:49,250 --> 01:07:47,700 um one last thing and I'm just listening 1422 01:07:51,770 --> 01:07:49,260 and I don't know if you can hear it but 1423 01:07:55,670 --> 01:07:51,780 it's getting really rough here 1424 01:07:57,349 --> 01:07:55,680 um if you consider one aspect to all of 1425 01:08:01,370 --> 01:07:57,359 this 1426 01:08:01,380 --> 01:08:05,510 I had said then 1427 01:08:11,029 --> 01:08:07,010 um 1428 01:08:13,910 --> 01:08:11,039 we need to be very careful with this 1429 01:08:16,430 --> 01:08:13,920 let's look at who's evolved let's see 1430 01:08:20,110 --> 01:08:16,440 what the what their agenda is what their 1431 01:08:24,349 --> 01:08:20,120 stated public position is on all of this 1432 01:08:26,990 --> 01:08:24,359 and and let's wait 1433 01:08:29,150 --> 01:08:27,000 there were some things where you know I 1434 01:08:33,410 --> 01:08:29,160 did man I got a little close too close 1435 01:08:35,390 --> 01:08:33,420 to the fire I got uh inside farther than 1436 01:08:39,169 --> 01:08:35,400 I should have 1437 01:08:41,689 --> 01:08:39,179 um and it's only because I've I've just 1438 01:08:45,950 --> 01:08:41,699 couldn't believe what was going on but 1439 01:08:49,789 --> 01:08:45,960 as I I opened the door I was invited in 1440 01:08:52,550 --> 01:08:49,799 and I took a peek around 1441 01:08:57,050 --> 01:08:52,560 asked a couple of questions 1442 01:08:59,450 --> 01:08:57,060 and then backed up and went no 1443 01:09:02,809 --> 01:08:59,460 I'm not going all in 1444 01:09:05,689 --> 01:09:02,819 I'll talk about it I'll report the story 1445 01:09:08,269 --> 01:09:05,699 but I'm not all in on this and that's a 1446 01:09:10,970 --> 01:09:08,279 perfect example and that was when 1447 01:09:14,209 --> 01:09:10,980 everything was at its peak it was at its 1448 01:09:18,410 --> 01:09:14,219 peak it was just a Monsters TV shows and 1449 01:09:20,749 --> 01:09:18,420 this and books and t-shirts 1450 01:09:23,450 --> 01:09:20,759 it was it was nuts 1451 01:09:26,390 --> 01:09:23,460 and I I backed off 1452 01:09:29,510 --> 01:09:26,400 you know 100 backed off 1453 01:09:30,950 --> 01:09:29,520 what I had said then 1454 01:09:33,470 --> 01:09:30,960 was 1455 01:09:36,289 --> 01:09:33,480 let's give all of this 1456 01:09:46,430 --> 01:09:36,299 four years 1457 01:09:51,650 --> 01:09:46,440 and here we are now we're in 2023 1458 01:09:53,390 --> 01:09:51,660 and look ultimately was uh the end 1459 01:09:56,630 --> 01:09:53,400 result 1460 01:09:58,370 --> 01:09:56,640 PTSA falling apart 1461 01:10:00,950 --> 01:09:58,380 um everything that was supposed to 1462 01:10:05,270 --> 01:10:00,960 everything the people that went all in 1463 01:10:08,650 --> 01:10:05,280 bought stock and yeah man you know and 1464 01:10:12,530 --> 01:10:08,660 if you go back to the original 1465 01:10:16,930 --> 01:10:12,540 uh live press conference that they did 1466 01:10:21,649 --> 01:10:16,940 uh you remember the that that vehicle 1467 01:10:23,689 --> 01:10:21,659 that uh that ttsa was supposed to build 1468 01:10:25,490 --> 01:10:23,699 right you remember that thing with the 1469 01:10:28,370 --> 01:10:25,500 round Center and the two-pointed ends 1470 01:10:29,330 --> 01:10:28,380 and right there and Tom talking about it 1471 01:10:31,370 --> 01:10:29,340 and 1472 01:10:34,970 --> 01:10:31,380 it's like man 1473 01:10:37,189 --> 01:10:34,980 this is all of that is gone 1474 01:10:39,709 --> 01:10:37,199 the whole thing if you go and watch the 1475 01:10:42,350 --> 01:10:39,719 press conference today go go and watch 1476 01:10:45,229 --> 01:10:42,360 the press conference today with another 1477 01:10:46,490 --> 01:10:45,239 just another mindset another set eyes go 1478 01:10:48,310 --> 01:10:46,500 watch it today 1479 01:10:52,090 --> 01:10:48,320 and that's what I'm talking about 1480 01:10:55,189 --> 01:10:52,100 because everybody drink that Kool-Aid 1481 01:11:00,729 --> 01:10:55,199 everybody drank it 1482 01:11:02,750 --> 01:11:00,739 everybody I took a sip I went like this 1483 01:11:05,450 --> 01:11:02,760 it's enough 1484 01:11:08,510 --> 01:11:05,460 I'm not going to finish that cup 1485 01:11:11,270 --> 01:11:08,520 so that's the deal just never go all in 1486 01:11:12,830 --> 01:11:11,280 all right all right I'm gonna sign off 1487 01:11:16,250 --> 01:11:12,840 and get out of here we've got a very 1488 01:11:18,350 --> 01:11:16,260 very very busy week and uh it's gonna be 1489 01:11:21,590 --> 01:11:18,360 great and I'll see everybody tomorrow 1490 01:11:23,570 --> 01:11:21,600 night uh this is Fade to Black I am your 1491 01:11:25,130 --> 01:11:23,580 host Jimmy church I just wanted to come 1492 01:11:28,630 --> 01:11:25,140 in tonight I wanted to make sure that 1493 01:11:30,950 --> 01:11:28,640 the show did go on and I got some things 1494 01:11:35,050 --> 01:11:30,960 off of my chest 1495 01:11:41,630 --> 01:11:35,060 there you go that's my brain in 1496 01:11:46,130 --> 01:11:44,030 man I had the most amazing weekend I 1497 01:11:47,810 --> 01:11:46,140 can't I can't even tell you Fade to 1498 01:11:49,189 --> 01:11:47,820 Black is produced by Hill J Paul Renee 1499 01:11:51,590 --> 01:11:49,199 Dennis and Kevin 1500 01:11:53,229 --> 01:11:51,600 webmaster is Drew the geek music Doug 1501 01:11:55,910 --> 01:11:53,239 Aldrich intro space boy 1502 01:11:57,950 --> 01:11:55,920 spaceboymusic.com Fade to Black is 1503 01:12:00,229 --> 01:11:57,960 produced by kjcr for the game changer 1504 01:12:02,410 --> 01:12:00,239 Network and this broadcast is owned and 1505 01:12:05,330 --> 01:12:02,420 copyrighted 1506 01:12:07,010 --> 01:12:05,340 2023 by Fade to Black in the game 1507 01:12:08,870 --> 01:12:07,020 changer Network Inc it cannot be 1508 01:12:10,610 --> 01:12:08,880 rebroadcast downloaded copied or used 1509 01:12:12,470 --> 01:12:10,620 anywhere in the known universe without 1510 01:12:13,850 --> 01:12:12,480 written permission from Fade to Black or 1511 01:12:16,370 --> 01:12:13,860 the game changer Network I'm Neil 1512 01:12:19,000 --> 01:12:16,380 chimney church till tomorrow night 1513 01:12:25,290 --> 01:12:19,010 go back Lee tappy 1514 01:12:47,190 --> 01:12:26,070 [Applause]